Things at new perspective

But those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not faint----ISAIAH 40:31

Today went to JP after sch to collect my new specs, met Bik there before collecting my specs and walking ard JP, basically we went to all the big shop like Toy'R'us, Liberty Market & NTUC and many others shop. After that went to eat Mac before going to explore the library at the opposite of the Bus Interchange before going hme. As i was going hme, had a feeling to pray in tongue and so i started to pray, and as i was walking quite fast so as to get hme fast and bath then sleep, i did not pay any attention to my surrounding till when something went into my eyes and i rub it, after rubbing, continue to walk fast and then my eyes began to hurt as wind blew into it, then i stop by halfway and rub my eyes and began to see my surrounding, there were birds that i rarely or should say never seen before at the area and then the first thing in my mind was not birds, but the creation of God, they were flying ard in grps, like playing with each other, so i stop there and look at them as those bird fly and soar above, they were flying so elegently and freely, then after somewhile, continue to walk hme when one of the bird juz soar above my head and i look at them gliding in the air is like an eagle gliding in the air, so nice and elegent(To me).....then as i was very tired after a whole day, suddenly i thought of ISAIAH 40:31 and i dun feel tired anymore, and yeah, thank God for even letting me see to all the birds flying in flock but i do not know if others sees as how i sees, think as how i think

HEALING!!!

Miracles do happen , not only in Thailand but also in Singapore , all you have to do is believe in God and He can do all miracles and show His glory through it. Was having a headache on Friday nite and Brendan prayed over me but was not well on Sat morning, instead had an even severe headache and slight fever, then so i msg Brendan and James saying i was not able to attend church and tuition before running back into my blanket and sleep after taking a panadol then ard 11.30 Cheryl called my hse and i was awaken by my maid to answer the call then Cheryl prayed over the phone and insisted that i muz come to church if i am well , then i went back to sleep as she said after sending down the call chain , then at ard 12.15 she called my hp to see if i am well , then to my amaze , my headache was not so bad as before and my fever was gone after taking my temperature and she prayed over for me again and after i hung up, i went back to sleep again and when i woke up , the headache was gone but my head was slightly spinning ard but nevertheless, went to church in the noon missing ice-breaker, while PnW my head was still spinning ard until the song "Mighty To Save" when only then a force came down and i feel complete healing upon me, my head was not spinning ard after that!!! Then for svr was sitting down and hearing Pastor Daniel preach and my head felt alittle giddy again but then, close my eyes for a moment and pray quietly for the giddyness to be gone and it was gone , then sermon also spoke alot to me, one of it is that i may have some problem in the relationship with God, for there is this part which says "If you have obedience problem, you have a love problem" and its like i was not really obedience to God for the past 2 weeks , never for once did i really do things that please God, in everything i do, God does not come first but instead it was ME ME and ME alone, and God really spoke to me through many other ways too. Even during the worship song that was sung towards the end, well forgot the lyrics already but it spoke to me in a way never before during PnW. Well during Cell, had Ali's side with us as it was only Ali and Jas so they join us together with Cheryl's side then Cheryl said about why she insisted me to go church no matter wat, she said that if Satan wants to prevent you from coming to church, its the time God wants to speak to you the most and true enough, from the start of this year, it was the first time God spoke to me by alot of ways, through sermon, Pnw, Cell and even testimony from fellow bro and sis. Well for how much he spoke to me is one thing that i never imaging before and was really glad that He who came from above overcome the one who is from the world and so Satan could not prevent me from going to church.
Something interesting also happen ytd, was sitting at the chair thinking of wat Xing Long said bout the walk with God, was thinking of going out to the nearby "Park" which is ard the stadium for the walk at ard 8 after everything was done for my day, when i receive this msg....Plz do not go at night when you go for the walk and i was like ok....dun go at night liao.....is this pure coincidence?

Sorry To Dissapoint You All Times & Again

Was listening to "Rain Down" by Planetshakers and halfway suddenly felt like signing in to post some things and somehow i feel like saying sorry to my Cell and all those who have hopes on me even my parents......Sorry that i have dissapoint u all times and again like that night when my mother noe wat i did on Tues , she said that do i ever think how worried they were , but instead of sorry , i said when the thing happen , the first thing on my mind was LJ safety instead.......each time i go out to settle somethings linked to my past , i noe some of you may feel dissapointed , dunno why but there is this strong urge in me to say sorry to all of you , should be because of the Holy Spirit telling me to do so for it cannot be Satan telling me to do so , even now as i am listening to "Rain Down" over and over , i have this feeling to send a msg saying sorry to all who are concern..........sometime really hope everything could juz turn back to 3 yrs ago where everything is so nice and peaceful , but i could still meet all my cell grp ppl.......The lyrics of "Rain Down" really speaks of my heart.....for only in God can i be free from everything , there nothing i need to hide from him for he knows my heart

Rain Down
Verse 1:
I am falling to my knees
I need You Lord to breathe in me

Verse 2:
My prayer is still the same
My heart is calling out Your name

PreChorus:
Sweet anointing fill this place
I am found in Your embrace

Chorus:
Rain down on me
Rain down on me
Here in Your presence I am free
Pour down like rain
Come and touch me again
Lord let Your presence fall on me

Verse 3:
I am longing just to see
Your power and Your majesty

Bridge:
Sweet anointing
Wash me over
Sweet anointing
Wash me over

Why does it always happen!!??!!??

Feel so tired now , everytime i think its all right to totally let it go , it juz start over again........Y will it happen....Today recess , was sitting at the round table talking with the others then see this grp of sec 3 talking to Lin Jing in front of the "Indian Food Shop" , then at first we tot they were talking bout this week fri if got training , so we dun really care much but then saw it very funny when one of the sec 3 start pointing the middle finger then we all stand and go in a grp , at least 10 sec 4 against 6-8 Sec 3 then as we were walking over heard this sec 3 guy scolding him then we surround them and ask wat happen , y make so much noise , then the Sec 3 guy say LJ spill rice on him then we ask where is the rice and he brought us there after 3-4 time probing then after that settle already ask LJ to say sorry and then they shake hands , but juz before we were to walk off , the guy say LJ scold him gay , but we say this is the problem between u two already , we shall not interfere coz we also heard him scolding LJ something when we were walking over........Then after sch , during the last period , while on my way back to class from Chem lab heard LJ got into trouble , got ppl from outside call him out to talk then immediately , I and another two immediately run out of sch to find them skipping the last lesson , then talk talk outside and finally settle the whole thing already , coz the sec 3 guy anyhow say things to the Brother , the brother want to tok to LJ but in the end after hearing everything let LJ go after the bro saying an apology then went back to class for lesson but Mr.Hisham din probe much so is ok........feel so weak within me now , dunno what is it mayb its spiritually or watsoever but then receive this verse and the key thought plus prayer and found it very good

Spirit Made

And so the little boy (John) was growing up and becoming stronger in spirit. John lived in a place away from other people, until the time when he came out {to tell God's message} to Israel (the Jews
-- Luke 1:80 (ERV)

THOUGHT:
John was filled with the Holy Spirit from his mother's womb according to the the promise of the angel . We should not be surprised that he grows strong in the Spirit . While we can debate whether the "s" should belower case or upper case, the truth is, the Holy Spirit filled John's spirit and empowered his life . John was not shaped by the culture of the city or by the ways of the Temple . John was shaped by God in the same place God shaped Israel before they reached the Promised Land.John's role was unique; his ways were strange and bizarre to us thatlive many years later . The point Luke wants us to know, however, is that John was Spirit-led. His work sets the stage for the dawning of the age of the Spirit and the New Covenant . That Spirit is ours when webecome Christians. He leads, guides, transforms, equips, and informs us as the children of God and helps us be all that we can be . We, too, can become the Spirit!

TODAY RAYER:
Father, I know that your Son poured out the Holy Spirit upon me when Ibecame a Christian. I know your Spirit lives in me and makes my body aholy temple where you live. So I ask that you make me strong in theSpirit. May your will and your character take shape in my life as theHoly Spirit has more influence and control of my will. In Jesus' name.Amen.

well find this really good , sort of like God knowing how i feel now

Church + God peel off two side of me

Ok yesterday tuition was not productive for me , reason , i did not even attent yesterday as had to go back school to do some planning for camp in march and for the cross country next week , and camp would start on a SATURDAY....GREAT!!!!!*sacarstic* Had to go in morning and leave in noon for church.........
Church was so good yesterday man , and pre-service prayer was so good , was praying for God to add on to my cell in term of growth or faith then suddenly felt a force coming down and wooo , felt so shiok.........Sermon was preached by sister Wanping and somehow after feeling the presence of God falling upon me , everything juz fall into place for the rest of the day , sermon He spoke to me bout being a good Christian and not to seek others but God , like Mon when trouble came , instead of me seeking God for help saying "God dun let this happen" , we seek human strength to help by tiao the 4 heads ppl down , and yeah , God knows my heart for not wanting it to happen coz if there were to be a fight , i would not be the one sitting there , i would be in it along with them , for i am not the kind that would let my friends be risking out there and me sitting along on side , then that night Brendan explain bout a christian fighting and yeah , understood watever he said and that night QT also state to be an example for fellow brothers and sister , well simply throughout the week , God kept on speaking to me after that incident and even after the Adam Khoo programme........then God also state this sentence from sermon which i think is very good "EVERYTHINGS MATTER WHAT YOU DO FROM NOW AND NOT YOUR PAST" and i found it so good , dunno y but among the whole note i found this the best.....and oh yeah , during PnW could not jump ard after the second chorus of Pick It Up cos my muscle suddenly tighten up together and i was like WAaaaa , it hurts a little , perhaps i strain the muscle ba..............haiz
For cell was fun man , doing experiecing God and oh ya , also got to know that the picture in front of the book is Moses and not God , during experiecing God learn alot from Cheryl's example , like got one example is like she ask if one day someone said they could not experience God , what would we say to them , and our answer is like very fantastic one , fantastic as in very long but Cheryl answer is only1 sentence and is "The righteous live by Faith" well this beat down all our answer , and she also spoke of her life at hme currently , and got this part is bout parent also which is the same as the Adam Khoo thing , is like she said she want to tell her mum how she is throught letter and then Adam Khoo also ask us to do the same thing , then she used this example of God telling you to say "I Love You" to your parents and she added this in , God loves whatever is good and loving , then suddenly i though of Adam Khoo programme the things and it sort of like want me to say i love u but haiz......dun think its gonna happen , now at this age liao is very weird for a guy la...........well through Adam Khoo programme , i found out something.....In one of the sermon , Pastor Daniel preach bout God peeling off layer by layer of ur bad side and now i found out without knowing when it happen , God had already peeled off the heartless side of mine and the looks , the look that as if wanna go wack ppl , God had already peel it off the heartless side causing me to feel touch when some ppl say apology to their parent like Pei Rong and the look is already gone but dunno y!!!

Adam Khoo Workshop Was Great!!!!!!!!

Finally...the 13hrs/day programme of Adam Khoo workshop has ended....it was so good man , no wonder Adam Khoo can earn like ard 1-2 million per year.....throughout the course there were good and bad things happening in the three days of course.....first day when we enter we were like wa lau muz stay till 2100hrs everyday............sian la , but when the first trainer Gary enter he was so good man , it felt as if he had the gift of speaking , he could speak so well and also add in lots of joke including the Cherry QQ joke which made Cherry QQ a part of our sentence......he was go funny that none of us fell asleep halfway.......then towards the noon change to Danny and at first we were all so like pek-chek with him for the way he talk and it was so lame la some of the jokes he talk then towards the nite Woei Tang came or a.k.a Tang Tang taught us to speed read but for the first day not much ppl listen as it was already ard 2000hrs and so like he got a little dissapointed...........
Second day went for the morning and night but skip the noon one as it was simply so sian , so went to our underground lan shop to play Dota , then mix in with them when it was dinner time , then got to knoe that they all cried as that noon was talking bout parent and then many cried but before that they were triggered in their emotion with scolding and things , and at night all did speed reading again andlearn more bout super memory and how to study more efficient , had challenges between the left and right side , it was super fun.....
Last day was still Gary giving the talk but this time it was sort of like we asking him question bout poly and JCs and the course , he went ard asking ppl wat course they want after Os cos he told us to set our goals now and not to wait till we get our result , he talk to us bout the course we wanted to go and give opinion to many ppl and we learn alot of things especially on the last day , after that was Tang Tang and we had spead read challenge again , and the highest speed we ever go was 1030 words/min and us capturing bout 50% of the information and towards 1600 was Danny , then he first gave us exam tips before telling us bout the parent things again and talking bout our life , then i was not really affected much till he say this , "The boy kneel down in front of 300 over student and say sorry to his parent for all the wrong he had done" and i began to imagine it and when he say all the teachers , parent and trainers cried the moment they saw it my heart soften all of a sudden and tears began to appear on my eyes, then night came and it was the closing where all the course , teachers and principle who were ard would attend along with the parents who were able to make it and towards the ending students who wanted would go up and be open to their parent bout how they love them and say sorry for whatever they had done.................from that moment , guys who cried there was not a wrong to me , for it was not tears of doing wrong things , but tears of regrets and sorries , this they had earn my respect and many also cried especially the gals and to the end of it we sang the school song without the disc and all sing it loud for we do things 100% , after that was back to hme for rest and do QT and experiencing God

Ok.......yesterday tuition was considered productive? For math it was good , refresh my mind of some things regarding Trigometry and for chem.....is like errrr.....at first when the chem tuition started , You Sheng was like speaking "french" to me , nothing is apprehensible and after 30 min had past , i was already like wanting to sleep but then did not sleep and so towards the end of the tuition , learn something from it , after that went over to Beauty World to have luch with Donric and i learn something also , i am not certified to eat the noodles from "Top 1 noddle house" , the sauce were somehow like splashing here and there so next time i am not going to eat it anymore. Went over to church at ard 1+ then help Zhang's and Kon's cell group the children and teengager to carry and shift the table before starting ice-breaker and we play "Poison Ball" and had two new-comers Benjamin and Yan Wen brought by Alicia and Munchong respectively and Benjamin got his reward by winning the game of "Poison Ball" , but dunno is forfeit or reward....he had to squeeze 5 marshmellow into his mouth as requested by Ali after a discount of 5 which means he had to eat 10 at first , oh yeah Benjamin mix in fast with us and he is very socialble......after that went up to have our pre-service prayer before Pnw and Sermon by pastor Daniel , and yesterday sermon was awesome , partly it spoke to me alot and i feel that it is very good for newcomers to listen as it spoke of God love for us and many more especially the 4th truth saying that Jesus is your way and truth 3 i believe spoke to many people , its like no matter how much work we do for God , is it wat God is interested in most? We could do His work everyday but its not what He is interested in , He wish that we would go into a relationship with Him , stop all the things and get close to God and maybe its time where everyone stop their foot-steps in this busy world , where things come fast and goes fast , and listen to what God has for you , what God wants to speak to you........listen His soft and gentle voice...........During cell had sharing with the two newcomers and i was appointed to sit-in with Gabriel sharing while he is sharing with Benjamin and yeah , we rescue back a back-sliden Christian as on thursday Brendan said about saving a unbeliever is easy but saving a back-sliding christian is very hard , but thank God we did the hard thing and its accomplish not by us but by God!!! After that had a surprise birthday celebration for Carlos and Ali and had alot of fun , PnW was good at least , and Gabriel was so funny , he was so scared till he clap as if his hand has a repelling force and we were laughing away , but anws i know how he felt after all its the first time and he had done a good job. After that split into our small grp and i was shifted out together with Gabriel from Brendan grp into Cheryl grp and those who stayed for quite some time had to share testimony on the spot and i was like (O.o) ok , was ask to share bout wat happen on tues and soon after it went to eat our dinner , and after that went to WM there the mac with Nick , actually intended to go the Beauty World one but in the end decided to go hme , and halfway he say we go WM there and i say ok lor........was there then saw Brendan and he was meeting a friend called Jimmy which came over after 20 mins , talk to him and found that his family is really open , unlike some malay family which strictly stick to their religion but his family allow him to go to church when his friend invited him , found it good as ppl from other religion can get to know more of another religion , something like ppl from different race getting to know more of each other.....well gonna stop here liao

Whooosh........finally half a week has gone after such a long time , many things had happen this three days of sch , on monday started sch later by one hour coz of the new MOE scheme so i can wake up later but funny thing is that no matter how long i sleep , there seems to be a leackage of energy , i always get tired easily for the past week ever since sch started , and thus sleeping away half of my time. On Monday , lesson also officially started and had 5 D&T period straight in a row but was rather good for first week coz had our 'O' lvl question paper and can play games towards the last period as we are in a Comp lab doing research.
Tuesday , something happen but i noe i made the right choice , after school was like going to eat then saw Alvin and he ask me this question if i wanna go back again (U all should noe wat i meant) then i like said no , as he did not know i am a christian he keep on asking but then God told me to keep on saying no and as i was like going to get a little sian already Mok came over and told Alvin bout me being a christian , the reason for me not saying is not i do not acknowledge God but i was like juz saying no all the way , havng no chance to tell him , luckily God "ask" Mok over and help me say , so thank God
Today was officially the first whole week in school, lesson were soso but today was different , after Brendan prayed for strength for me yesterday , i did not feel so tired anymore , instead can like listen to lesson already and after sch went Home-united NS to play bowling and ARGH!!!! Could not hook the ball that well anymore , lost all the touch ever since i last played one year ago , want to get the touch back!!! Well also shared with Eddy today but he neva accepted but i ask him to try asking his mother for permission to go out on sat so he can come church , but i noe that something is happening in him now after i shared , could feel his desire to know more of God and even when i ask him the question if he wanna accept God he was hestitating , and if he did not wanted he would say no immediately but he hestitated before answering and i something is in him wanting to get to God , well now its only up to believing in God since i had planted the seed and to pray for God to sow the seed

You will neva know the true side of me , the real side of me , not the bad side but the true side for i may neva even show it to you while some of you had seen it , but lets keep it a secret

Going to blog bout my week first then church so should be a rather long post again...........Finally two months of holidays has ended and is back to schooling , school has been quite fun for the first week as we had some change of teachers and got to meet them and them getting to know more of our class....and finally i am getting a little back on track into studying already....but one problem is that now as i get on track i always fall asleep while doing and for this past week , i sleep ard 12 hours per day which means half of my bed is spent on my bed sleeping , dunno whats happening , my energy juz simply drain very fast and causing me to sleep sleep sleep....Had CCA recruitment on fri noon and some unhappy things happen between the senior specialist and the specialist , there were some arguement and at last night this struck me......Did i do the right thing by forgiving him that time? Causing him to be more daring and falling more deep into sinning? Am i right or am i wrong in making that decision that time? Now i want an answer but nobody knows the answer except God , so all i can do now is to wait for God to speak to me , mayb i should juz quieten down my heart and listen to the still soft voice of the Holy spirit and i may find an answer.....now going to blog bout church yesterday....


CHURCH

Church was very exceptionally fun yesterday , especially during PnW during svr , the atmosphere is high and everyone goes all out to praise and worship God and had Holy Communion yesterday and got to know that we are going to have our own YI sermon notebooks!!!!!!! I am gonna buy it man if its not pink of course...but if its like the YI camp book that is black and silver its gonna be very nice.....anws back to blogging bout church......sermon notes is simply so good man....its really a blessing to have Pastor Daniel with us , and yesterday service was very funny, laughter throughout and sermon taught me many new things, like we need to cultivate roots in order to bear good fruits and it sort of like telling me to really have to have roots to bear fruits that is good , if not without it all is useless. Another point is to pull out the weeds , in life there are many things that cause us to draw away from God and it known as weeds , for me there are still some weeds that are needed to pull out but its only by God and my cooperation that those weeds will be pulled out for after all i am only a man......some weeds in my life now is my temper and character , all this may seems like its small , but no! It causes me to draw away from God sometimes but at least now after learning things from Youth Impact camp , i learnt to partner with God in changing my life , God is the senior partner and i am the junior partner. Well svr was simply good or i should say excellent , and altar call was held in a different format where all leaders would be in front and the cell members would go to the front to be pray upon by them , find it really good as its new and ensure most of the ppl get prayed upon but even if anyone is not being prayed upon , we know that God is by our side saying "My son/daughter you have my blessing" and He would bless us and lift up our worries and problem away.........For cell was fun , especially before PnW coz we guys was playing soccer but then something interesting happen as i am sort of like losing my voice , thus my voice became very soft and i was appointed to pray after PnW then when i said Amen , only some of it hear it and follow while some of them still think i am praying , well sorry guys if u cant hear me , had ice-breaker before leaving as requested by Carlos , was the first time i played the game , was a little errrr.....but anws ice-breaker is always fun........Well finally God answer my prayer , like all those who read the post back got one part is stated that if God spoke to me thru sermon, i could anticipate my QT is that he will not speak to me , but it was different yesterday!!!!!! God spoke to me thru sermon and he spoke to me thru QT also and QT also allow me to learn alot , hope everyday would be like this , good , fun and thru it God will speak alot to me and allow me to learn

Night At The Padang

As the tittle has said "Night At The Padang" was fun , went for countdown with my cell grp , the cell grp which i like so much for the bonding and fun together.....On 31/12/2006 we met at Plaza Singapura tp have dinner/supper together with everyone except the leaders as they had appreciation dinner but met us at City Hall at ard 2145--2200 , then walk over to esplanade , the walk over felt so much like class excursion where the guys are like teacher and the gals are like students walking two by two , it was so funny....cos before that i was talking to Gabriel bout later the gals walk two by two , shou qian shou juz like primary sch but then it turn out partly true and we were like laughing away.........Anws walk all over to the bridge along Esplanade but it was simply too crowded , had problem even walking together as a grp and so finally decided to walk back to the field in front of Padang and juz sat on the field there and wait for the fireworks while some of us juz lay on the grass patch , the grass there were very soft juz like cotton and soon after the firework started and everyone were like high already and here is the pics








The effect for this is nice , they made it look like flash bang in the air


This is the one i like it most , the effect is simply so nice , is like lots of gold dust sprinkle in the air


Is it nice? Look at the ? shape , manage to find it?

After the fireworks which last like for only 7 mins , the guys decided to play Ice & Water and we were like running ard the field while the girls were taking pics , went over to a make-shift food court to buy some food and all sat down by the stairs facing the sea and ate while some juz drink , had alot of fun time together and after that went to walk in the Esplanade but were soon ask to leave as they had to close it then decided to go town , but too bad , some had to leave early like Brendan had to send JX hme then Gabriel had to sent his sis Nellyn hme so the rest of us went to town.......Intended to sit a bus go but ended up walking to Town as we were finding the direction to Town. Anws it was fun , stay at Cathay for some time and by then the gals were like very tired and soon walk over to plaza singapura and some went to buy drinks , then Cheryl and Kon decided to sit cab hme so we sent them to the road and get a cab hme before going over to cineleisure and sat at E@MAX till like 5.45 before going hme.........well this is the end of the post juz have one word to describe the time we had together----FUN