CRAZY!!!!!!! Thats how we were yesterday during Praise and Worship, everyone was going crazy for God......everyone was praising and worshipping freely, but for how long i do not know, its been a week now since satan run back to his hole and hide, but lets not be complecent but lets be humble and prayerful, continue to pray and share even as the day of the lord is drawing near, there are people who had not even know that Jesus Christ existed and even died for them, so all the more we should go out to them and share the gospel, let it not be during Mission Trip but even in our life, lets go and make disciple of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit.........Well during yesterday Praise & Worship, when we were worshipping the song with "Mighty To Save", halfway God place vision of people suffering in pain and even crying badly like they had lost their love one, but what is God trying to say through it? Whats that vision about? Well its for God to know and for me to ask Him to slowly reveal to me His purpose........For the second week in a row, sermon was preach by sister Wanping and it was even better then last week!!! Learn alot from it, and i feel that sermon was for many in the hall to listen, and God supposedly place me there coz actually was suppose to go back sch for speach day rehearsal, but was inform that only for concert item and no parade so was available to go church.....For sermon God also spoke alot to me through Sister Wanping, and could feel that He there juz beside me throughout the svr even though beside me was Munchong to my left and no one to my right........for sermon, God told me that we should stand united as a church and not fall away from them, coz by falling many things would change.....well even as Sister Wanping preach, somehow felt that God is still gonna say things to me even though He had already spoken alot, its like for my QT its also the same for the past week, each day as i do my QT, although God had already spoken alot to me, but its like not enough, even as i read that day QT again, i could not manage to catch more things, its like weird.......Small grp was very good also, God presence was felt so strongly to me, dunno if they felt it too, its juz like God is sitting beside me listening to our small grp sharing, haha sounds funny right? Well during small grp many interesting happen but i shall not put it up, let it be between my small grp and me, let it be kept in wrap.......during PnW was so funny, we had no time to prepare coz Brendan told me like 24 hrs before i need to do it and he had to work, then when its time for PnW, juz before starting when someone was tuning the guitar, one of the string broke and we had accapella PnW, then halfway we sang Happy Birthday song to celebrate Carin B'day, and after that Brendan manage to get a guitar from Daryll then we start PnW all over again, then had another round of celebration for Carin, now with a larger cake.......Oh yeah did i mention we had a newcomer Ling Hui? She finally came to the House Of God after years of pressing on by Ali and she accepted Christ.......*Clap* [Welcome her to YI], then we also celebrate a belated birthday for her coz hers was on 6 March..........For catering we also had Ling Hui joining us, and the cell had lots of fun during catering, everyone was going CRAZY also, well miss those time, been so long since we had so much fun during catering till ytd, all were good boys and gals yesterday, all went hme early.....well while we were waiting, Nellyn said some jokes that made us felt disgusted luckily she did not say it during catering, well went hme by 852 with Cheryl and Rebekah who were going to WM the coffee been, Cheryl and Rebekah were like playing ard from the moment they were at the bus stop and on the bus all the way to WM......well gonna stop here already, gonna go do my QT already

Well, firstly WE WON!!!!! Satan has no hold on us anymore!!!! For svr on Sat, the atmosphere was HIGH!!! Everybody praise and worship God freely, but we cannot give up, for we know that Satan is gonna do something in time to come....The atmosphere for Sat was better then the week before, the week before there was this dead atmosphere in it, could sense it the moment you step in, another is that other then the dead atmosphere, there is this feeling of oppression but this week is different, after all the prayer and resistance, satan has fled!!! As state in the bible, "Resist the devil and he shall flee from you".....we not only resist, we also pray, what more could stan do other than running back to his hole?
Well for Sat, i believe its a day of breakthrough for NissiCheryl as a whole, many had change on the day and even though it has a special meaning for me, I was there for officially ONE YEAR!!!.......time really flies, it all felt like i juz went to YI the day before only, except the special thing is that i knew everyone there even before i go.....ok back to point on church, as i said, P&W was great and svr was even greater, preach by sister Wanping, learn many things from it though notes were short and many bible verses. Pre-service prayer was very good, felt something juz swept through the hall, thats the power of God.....pre-svr prayer i also see many of the guys changing on Sat, all took the initiative to pray withouth anybody saying..........Munchong change alot, and ya thank God for it, he began to pray and even open up alot to many ppl, like Wanjun, Pei Ling, Esther and Hua Yuan and even those who were with him for a long time like the NissiCheryl ppl which he find it hard to be open, but he took that step out of his comfort zone with faith and yeah, was very glad to see him change........for the outreach, i was assign to share with Dexter, at first it was very hard i admit for being in the same sch with him for 4 yrs and even sharing the same CCA, and the past we had, it was akward for me at first, but by faith, i took down the barrier between and manage to share with him, but sadly he did not accept christ, perhaps its not really time for him, but something had happen in him already, the seed is planted all we need to do is to wait for his's seed to sow

TPM, annual camp, Church

Finally, back to blogging, going to blog a long post for my whole week

Tuesday Prayer Meeting (06/03/2007)

Well, prayer meeting was very good in fact.....though not preach by pastor Daniel, but it was good and funny thus keeping us awake even though many were tired but i believe its not the joke that kept us awake, but the desire to know more of God and even God who places strength in us....for prayer meeting, God not only spoke to me, but i believe He wanted to speak to many people but they were not there, the notes on TPM were very good, God also convicted me of things which i did not even know, like there was this part which we say to our partner(for me its Munchong), then one of my prayer request is for strength to pull through this week and etc.., then after the prayer thingy, there was this slide showing ISIAH 40:31 if i not wrong, but its the verse showing the men will not fall that verse, then the preacher said of if we did not rely on God strength, we will utterly fall.....and then God through it is telling me that all along I have been relying on my strength, never for once did i rely on Him who provided all strength that i need...another point is bout breakthrough which i found it really good....

Camp (10/03/07-----12/03/07)

Well for our annual camp this year, dunno wat to say, was out for Church during the first day......but anyway it was very tiring for me this year, having only a total of 6 hrs of sleep in 72 hrs is not joke man, was so tired....especially on the day break camp, with two bags(one for church, the other for camp) I was like dragging my whole body back anf the trip looks so long, i took 45min to walk home instead of 15min.....for camp the first day, was in church till night but then during the night, there were some arguement between the NCOs, its was so bad that the officer had to come down to settle it........and during the time, the devil within me came out again, dunno how come, but all i knew i was in a very bad mood the whole day.....well perhaps was coz i was already simply so tired for having only having 3hrs sleep in that day, most of my day was out in church thus cannot slp, then when go back heard of the food rationing screwing up so bad that coz the officer forget to buy, i was blame for no reason, another is solid fuel also never buy coz officer told me dun buy, then i was also blame and i was like WTH, not my fault also kena blame, who will not get angry? Then during arguement felt like the other specs all kena sabo, coz someone told us to wash the maggie into the drain then after washing it down another told us to clean it up and not wash it into the drain, then at that very point of hearing, i was very pek-chek that i directly threw the mess tin on the floor and scolded the guy who gave the order, then all were like very not happy already, but all was settle after the officer came down.......second day was rather good for me, coz they had time to play soccer and i could have the time to do my QT earlier then also catch some sleep, but manage to do QT and not sleep, coz simply could not sleep when the prefects were making so much noise, then during night also did not sleep, was patrolling ard to see they all sleep already then slept only for 1 hr before waking up, then the other 2 hrs sleep was on sat night to sun

Church (10/03/07)

For church felt weird, as in me wearing my CCA uniform down, felt weird the also was tired, reason, we were carrying out the table which already felt hot in normal uniform, much less in NO.4, then was so sweaty.....but nvm luckily had a prayer session till like 1415, then dun need to stand outside the lift lobby which is like an oven.....for scv, was so fun, though tired, but the desire kept me awake.....PnW was led by Calvin who always lift the atmosphere high, thus it was good.....not say John is not good, but its good as in the song for the week also spoke to me other then sermon.......sermon was good, God told me of some things that i need to change and also show me of what specifically i needed to change now........even during the last part when Pastor Daniel is praying for us, i felt something juz charge out of my body, dunno what it is but the feeling is like something is exploding from inside and is disperse from all direction and soon after, forces kept charging down into my body.....never for once did i felt it so strongly.......well for cell it was the best small grp that i had attended, with June sitting in, by right Cheryl told us to say what our assignment God gave us last week and pray, but June who was led by God ask us to say how we feel now, wat problem are we facing, then Cheryl said that Brendan had told her that many of us are facing our problems without saying, what other sees are only the tip but not what underneath, then all shared what on their heart now, then for me is like coz of family problems, and it had already effected me so much that for the past two week, its drawing away so much energy from me already, and even last week, it effected me the most, i am already getting so affected that i did not want to go home already, i feel like going home late in the night, and slp then go sch early in the morning not wanting to stay at home, well also got to know their problems. God also told me not to put on my mask anymore, in His presence, i might be putting on a mask which i do not know. There is this verse which explain why i need not put a mask.....this verse is bout the Holy Spirit who searches all not only the truth, but also the deepest of our heart, thus God knows it all.........well gonn stop here already, going prepare for going to prayer meeting

Pics for camp will be out when i receive it next week and when i have time

I am simply so tired now, can i even juz stop my life and juz rest? Last time, even after the operation, my aunt were scolding each other saying who should have the right to decide what my grandma should eat, now they are not scolding each other, but scolding my grandma.....its like what the! Dun they even learn that they should treasure her? I learn my mistake already dun they? I have lost a good friend who had pass away, but i did not learnt to treasure those close to me, till the time i almost lost my grandma, i learnt to treasure...dun they? They are like 3 times older then me, which meant they should have more experience then me....why does they not learn? Should i juz stay quiet even when i know all this are happening around me? Did the Bible not say that we are to honour our parents? Why they dun, should i stay quiet even as i see my grandma being treated disrespectfully, even when an compassionate outsider sees someone getting bullied, they would give a helping hand, what more will a grandson do when he see this? I do not mind being said or treated badly by my aunt or so, but can they not say my grandma? She after all their own mother, someone who had brought up 9 children single handed after the death of my grandfather 34 years ago, thats the reason i respect my grandma for she hold on yet never gave up and thus leading to this huge family.
Well for church though went in halfway, it was awesome even though, though only learnt half of the sermon, it also spoke to me alot, and even during small grp, when Cheryl said she had drop her dream to take drama as an 'A' lvl subject, she said this if i never remember wrongly, mayb bcoz of drama, it affected alot my my life, even spiritually, perhaps dropping is the best, then on my mind was should i drop DnT? Its like taking up alot of my time and draining alot of my energy...well for sat the PnW of cell was fun, it was good....well gonna have to stop here.

Going late for sermon does not mean God will not speak to you, you juz have to be extremely attentive to listen to what He has to say :D