TPM, annual camp, Church
Finally, back to blogging, going to blog a long post for my whole week
Tuesday Prayer Meeting (06/03/2007)
Well, prayer meeting was very good in fact.....though not preach by pastor Daniel, but it was good and funny thus keeping us awake even though many were tired but i believe its not the joke that kept us awake, but the desire to know more of God and even God who places strength in us....for prayer meeting, God not only spoke to me, but i believe He wanted to speak to many people but they were not there, the notes on TPM were very good, God also convicted me of things which i did not even know, like there was this part which we say to our partner(for me its Munchong), then one of my prayer request is for strength to pull through this week and etc.., then after the prayer thingy, there was this slide showing ISIAH 40:31 if i not wrong, but its the verse showing the men will not fall that verse, then the preacher said of if we did not rely on God strength, we will utterly fall.....and then God through it is telling me that all along I have been relying on my strength, never for once did i rely on Him who provided all strength that i need...another point is bout breakthrough which i found it really good....
Camp (10/03/07-----12/03/07)
Well for our annual camp this year, dunno wat to say, was out for Church during the first day......but anyway it was very tiring for me this year, having only a total of 6 hrs of sleep in 72 hrs is not joke man, was so tired....especially on the day break camp, with two bags(one for church, the other for camp) I was like dragging my whole body back anf the trip looks so long, i took 45min to walk home instead of 15min.....for camp the first day, was in church till night but then during the night, there were some arguement between the NCOs, its was so bad that the officer had to come down to settle it........and during the time, the devil within me came out again, dunno how come, but all i knew i was in a very bad mood the whole day.....well perhaps was coz i was already simply so tired for having only having 3hrs sleep in that day, most of my day was out in church thus cannot slp, then when go back heard of the food rationing screwing up so bad that coz the officer forget to buy, i was blame for no reason, another is solid fuel also never buy coz officer told me dun buy, then i was also blame and i was like WTH, not my fault also kena blame, who will not get angry? Then during arguement felt like the other specs all kena sabo, coz someone told us to wash the maggie into the drain then after washing it down another told us to clean it up and not wash it into the drain, then at that very point of hearing, i was very pek-chek that i directly threw the mess tin on the floor and scolded the guy who gave the order, then all were like very not happy already, but all was settle after the officer came down.......second day was rather good for me, coz they had time to play soccer and i could have the time to do my QT earlier then also catch some sleep, but manage to do QT and not sleep, coz simply could not sleep when the prefects were making so much noise, then during night also did not sleep, was patrolling ard to see they all sleep already then slept only for 1 hr before waking up, then the other 2 hrs sleep was on sat night to sun
Church (10/03/07)
For church felt weird, as in me wearing my CCA uniform down, felt weird the also was tired, reason, we were carrying out the table which already felt hot in normal uniform, much less in NO.4, then was so sweaty.....but nvm luckily had a prayer session till like 1415, then dun need to stand outside the lift lobby which is like an oven.....for scv, was so fun, though tired, but the desire kept me awake.....PnW was led by Calvin who always lift the atmosphere high, thus it was good.....not say John is not good, but its good as in the song for the week also spoke to me other then sermon.......sermon was good, God told me of some things that i need to change and also show me of what specifically i needed to change now........even during the last part when Pastor Daniel is praying for us, i felt something juz charge out of my body, dunno what it is but the feeling is like something is exploding from inside and is disperse from all direction and soon after, forces kept charging down into my body.....never for once did i felt it so strongly.......well for cell it was the best small grp that i had attended, with June sitting in, by right Cheryl told us to say what our assignment God gave us last week and pray, but June who was led by God ask us to say how we feel now, wat problem are we facing, then Cheryl said that Brendan had told her that many of us are facing our problems without saying, what other sees are only the tip but not what underneath, then all shared what on their heart now, then for me is like coz of family problems, and it had already effected me so much that for the past two week, its drawing away so much energy from me already, and even last week, it effected me the most, i am already getting so affected that i did not want to go home already, i feel like going home late in the night, and slp then go sch early in the morning not wanting to stay at home, well also got to know their problems. God also told me not to put on my mask anymore, in His presence, i might be putting on a mask which i do not know. There is this verse which explain why i need not put a mask.....this verse is bout the Holy Spirit who searches all not only the truth, but also the deepest of our heart, thus God knows it all.........well gonn stop here already, going prepare for going to prayer meeting
Pics for camp will be out when i receive it next week and when i have time
Tuesday Prayer Meeting (06/03/2007)
Well, prayer meeting was very good in fact.....though not preach by pastor Daniel, but it was good and funny thus keeping us awake even though many were tired but i believe its not the joke that kept us awake, but the desire to know more of God and even God who places strength in us....for prayer meeting, God not only spoke to me, but i believe He wanted to speak to many people but they were not there, the notes on TPM were very good, God also convicted me of things which i did not even know, like there was this part which we say to our partner(for me its Munchong), then one of my prayer request is for strength to pull through this week and etc.., then after the prayer thingy, there was this slide showing ISIAH 40:31 if i not wrong, but its the verse showing the men will not fall that verse, then the preacher said of if we did not rely on God strength, we will utterly fall.....and then God through it is telling me that all along I have been relying on my strength, never for once did i rely on Him who provided all strength that i need...another point is bout breakthrough which i found it really good....
Camp (10/03/07-----12/03/07)
Well for our annual camp this year, dunno wat to say, was out for Church during the first day......but anyway it was very tiring for me this year, having only a total of 6 hrs of sleep in 72 hrs is not joke man, was so tired....especially on the day break camp, with two bags(one for church, the other for camp) I was like dragging my whole body back anf the trip looks so long, i took 45min to walk home instead of 15min.....for camp the first day, was in church till night but then during the night, there were some arguement between the NCOs, its was so bad that the officer had to come down to settle it........and during the time, the devil within me came out again, dunno how come, but all i knew i was in a very bad mood the whole day.....well perhaps was coz i was already simply so tired for having only having 3hrs sleep in that day, most of my day was out in church thus cannot slp, then when go back heard of the food rationing screwing up so bad that coz the officer forget to buy, i was blame for no reason, another is solid fuel also never buy coz officer told me dun buy, then i was also blame and i was like WTH, not my fault also kena blame, who will not get angry? Then during arguement felt like the other specs all kena sabo, coz someone told us to wash the maggie into the drain then after washing it down another told us to clean it up and not wash it into the drain, then at that very point of hearing, i was very pek-chek that i directly threw the mess tin on the floor and scolded the guy who gave the order, then all were like very not happy already, but all was settle after the officer came down.......second day was rather good for me, coz they had time to play soccer and i could have the time to do my QT earlier then also catch some sleep, but manage to do QT and not sleep, coz simply could not sleep when the prefects were making so much noise, then during night also did not sleep, was patrolling ard to see they all sleep already then slept only for 1 hr before waking up, then the other 2 hrs sleep was on sat night to sun
Church (10/03/07)
For church felt weird, as in me wearing my CCA uniform down, felt weird the also was tired, reason, we were carrying out the table which already felt hot in normal uniform, much less in NO.4, then was so sweaty.....but nvm luckily had a prayer session till like 1415, then dun need to stand outside the lift lobby which is like an oven.....for scv, was so fun, though tired, but the desire kept me awake.....PnW was led by Calvin who always lift the atmosphere high, thus it was good.....not say John is not good, but its good as in the song for the week also spoke to me other then sermon.......sermon was good, God told me of some things that i need to change and also show me of what specifically i needed to change now........even during the last part when Pastor Daniel is praying for us, i felt something juz charge out of my body, dunno what it is but the feeling is like something is exploding from inside and is disperse from all direction and soon after, forces kept charging down into my body.....never for once did i felt it so strongly.......well for cell it was the best small grp that i had attended, with June sitting in, by right Cheryl told us to say what our assignment God gave us last week and pray, but June who was led by God ask us to say how we feel now, wat problem are we facing, then Cheryl said that Brendan had told her that many of us are facing our problems without saying, what other sees are only the tip but not what underneath, then all shared what on their heart now, then for me is like coz of family problems, and it had already effected me so much that for the past two week, its drawing away so much energy from me already, and even last week, it effected me the most, i am already getting so affected that i did not want to go home already, i feel like going home late in the night, and slp then go sch early in the morning not wanting to stay at home, well also got to know their problems. God also told me not to put on my mask anymore, in His presence, i might be putting on a mask which i do not know. There is this verse which explain why i need not put a mask.....this verse is bout the Holy Spirit who searches all not only the truth, but also the deepest of our heart, thus God knows it all.........well gonn stop here already, going prepare for going to prayer meeting
Pics for camp will be out when i receive it next week and when i have time
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