I am simply so tired now, can i even juz stop my life and juz rest? Last time, even after the operation, my aunt were scolding each other saying who should have the right to decide what my grandma should eat, now they are not scolding each other, but scolding my grandma.....its like what the! Dun they even learn that they should treasure her? I learn my mistake already dun they? I have lost a good friend who had pass away, but i did not learnt to treasure those close to me, till the time i almost lost my grandma, i learnt to treasure...dun they? They are like 3 times older then me, which meant they should have more experience then me....why does they not learn? Should i juz stay quiet even when i know all this are happening around me? Did the Bible not say that we are to honour our parents? Why they dun, should i stay quiet even as i see my grandma being treated disrespectfully, even when an compassionate outsider sees someone getting bullied, they would give a helping hand, what more will a grandson do when he see this? I do not mind being said or treated badly by my aunt or so, but can they not say my grandma? She after all their own mother, someone who had brought up 9 children single handed after the death of my grandfather 34 years ago, thats the reason i respect my grandma for she hold on yet never gave up and thus leading to this huge family.
Well for church though went in halfway, it was awesome even though, though only learnt half of the sermon, it also spoke to me alot, and even during small grp, when Cheryl said she had drop her dream to take drama as an 'A' lvl subject, she said this if i never remember wrongly, mayb bcoz of drama, it affected alot my my life, even spiritually, perhaps dropping is the best, then on my mind was should i drop DnT? Its like taking up alot of my time and draining alot of my energy...well for sat the PnW of cell was fun, it was good....well gonna have to stop here.

Going late for sermon does not mean God will not speak to you, you juz have to be extremely attentive to listen to what He has to say :D