Why does it always happen!!??!!??

Feel so tired now , everytime i think its all right to totally let it go , it juz start over again........Y will it happen....Today recess , was sitting at the round table talking with the others then see this grp of sec 3 talking to Lin Jing in front of the "Indian Food Shop" , then at first we tot they were talking bout this week fri if got training , so we dun really care much but then saw it very funny when one of the sec 3 start pointing the middle finger then we all stand and go in a grp , at least 10 sec 4 against 6-8 Sec 3 then as we were walking over heard this sec 3 guy scolding him then we surround them and ask wat happen , y make so much noise , then the Sec 3 guy say LJ spill rice on him then we ask where is the rice and he brought us there after 3-4 time probing then after that settle already ask LJ to say sorry and then they shake hands , but juz before we were to walk off , the guy say LJ scold him gay , but we say this is the problem between u two already , we shall not interfere coz we also heard him scolding LJ something when we were walking over........Then after sch , during the last period , while on my way back to class from Chem lab heard LJ got into trouble , got ppl from outside call him out to talk then immediately , I and another two immediately run out of sch to find them skipping the last lesson , then talk talk outside and finally settle the whole thing already , coz the sec 3 guy anyhow say things to the Brother , the brother want to tok to LJ but in the end after hearing everything let LJ go after the bro saying an apology then went back to class for lesson but Mr.Hisham din probe much so is ok........feel so weak within me now , dunno what is it mayb its spiritually or watsoever but then receive this verse and the key thought plus prayer and found it very good

Spirit Made

And so the little boy (John) was growing up and becoming stronger in spirit. John lived in a place away from other people, until the time when he came out {to tell God's message} to Israel (the Jews
-- Luke 1:80 (ERV)

THOUGHT:
John was filled with the Holy Spirit from his mother's womb according to the the promise of the angel . We should not be surprised that he grows strong in the Spirit . While we can debate whether the "s" should belower case or upper case, the truth is, the Holy Spirit filled John's spirit and empowered his life . John was not shaped by the culture of the city or by the ways of the Temple . John was shaped by God in the same place God shaped Israel before they reached the Promised Land.John's role was unique; his ways were strange and bizarre to us thatlive many years later . The point Luke wants us to know, however, is that John was Spirit-led. His work sets the stage for the dawning of the age of the Spirit and the New Covenant . That Spirit is ours when webecome Christians. He leads, guides, transforms, equips, and informs us as the children of God and helps us be all that we can be . We, too, can become the Spirit!

TODAY RAYER:
Father, I know that your Son poured out the Holy Spirit upon me when Ibecame a Christian. I know your Spirit lives in me and makes my body aholy temple where you live. So I ask that you make me strong in theSpirit. May your will and your character take shape in my life as theHoly Spirit has more influence and control of my will. In Jesus' name.Amen.

well find this really good , sort of like God knowing how i feel now