Sorry To Dissapoint You All Times & Again

Was listening to "Rain Down" by Planetshakers and halfway suddenly felt like signing in to post some things and somehow i feel like saying sorry to my Cell and all those who have hopes on me even my parents......Sorry that i have dissapoint u all times and again like that night when my mother noe wat i did on Tues , she said that do i ever think how worried they were , but instead of sorry , i said when the thing happen , the first thing on my mind was LJ safety instead.......each time i go out to settle somethings linked to my past , i noe some of you may feel dissapointed , dunno why but there is this strong urge in me to say sorry to all of you , should be because of the Holy Spirit telling me to do so for it cannot be Satan telling me to do so , even now as i am listening to "Rain Down" over and over , i have this feeling to send a msg saying sorry to all who are concern..........sometime really hope everything could juz turn back to 3 yrs ago where everything is so nice and peaceful , but i could still meet all my cell grp ppl.......The lyrics of "Rain Down" really speaks of my heart.....for only in God can i be free from everything , there nothing i need to hide from him for he knows my heart

Rain Down
Verse 1:
I am falling to my knees
I need You Lord to breathe in me

Verse 2:
My prayer is still the same
My heart is calling out Your name

PreChorus:
Sweet anointing fill this place
I am found in Your embrace

Chorus:
Rain down on me
Rain down on me
Here in Your presence I am free
Pour down like rain
Come and touch me again
Lord let Your presence fall on me

Verse 3:
I am longing just to see
Your power and Your majesty

Bridge:
Sweet anointing
Wash me over
Sweet anointing
Wash me over