(LPOTY) Last Post Of The Year

Weeehaaa back to posting though very tired but that what i want , to feel very tired so can sleep thru tml then stay out.........before i start be prepare to read another long post and if u are juz to see the appreciation msg pls scroll to the end and see it thanx for your attention XD

Firstly today is the last sermon of the year and God really spoken alot to me thru Pastor Daniel , first today topic is "The new year is approaching , but is it a new you?" and thru this topic is already a question from God to me , is there a new me? Actually not really coz i screw 2006 big time and it was totally mess up firstly even after i accepted Christ at ard March or should i say years back coz i am accepted Christ while i was like K2 ? Like June and Cheryl they all know i skip ard Church and so now i do not know if i accepted Christ in March or years ago......but that not the point of my post. Now back to the point , after God ask that question from the start , i knew that this sermon was for me to hear and its very important to me so sub-conciously it kept on reminding me to listen though i would be spinning my pen and wander else where and today we mainly focuse on one PHILIPIANS 3:12-16 and this verse never struck me that time while doing QT but today it hit hard and firm right into me by God......In today sermon there 3 parts and to changing and the first part it "Forget your past" again this struck right into my face.....somehow i feel that this is very important to me , mayb God intended it and make me feel that its for me. In verse 13 of PHILIPIANS 3 it says "Brother......But one thing i do: Forgetting what is behind and straining towards what is ahead" and thru this God is telling me to juz forget the past and strain for the future ahead that is to seek his Kingdom for he said in MATTHEW 6:33 "But first seek his Kingdom and his righteousness , and all these things will be given to you as well" so its time i forget the past for even sometime i am , i am cripple by something that happen in the past but now I AM FREE!!!!! God told me to forget the past and strain forward , now its time to strain forward and focuse on Him , His kingdom and His righteousness. Next is to focuse on my priority , cos many a time in doing work i am carrying a heart of fun in doing and sometime not really serious and thus priority is not to do work for God in all i do but is fun that is the priority thus somehow God told me and for the first time i am doing it was during the nite while all left , we were moving back the table and chairs and for the first time i dun feel its fun but its for God.........another funny things that always happen when God speaks to me is that , whenever he speaks to me thru sermon , i can noe wat to expect for QT.......i dun get anything from Him that day but one day i believe when he spoke to me thru sermon , QT would be as exciting as sermon. For cell today was very special , did not do any discipleship but instead all sat down and for once in a long time and had alot of fun talking and appreciating each other to your left and right plus one special person you wish to thank and oh yeah today ice-breaker was so fun man though we lost the first three round but we won the final round which was the best , got to use all three item to disturb the other team like Cheryl with the toothpaste on her nose , Caleb with nailpolish and Rachel with powder on her hair which makes her look like and old lady.....after all the appreciation and everything went into the discipleship grp and pray for each other for the next year but i did something more special for i juz feel like doing it but i shan post it up..........and finally the post on church has ended here now its time to put the appreciation msg up


Cheryl:
You had been a great leader to me and i am really glad that i have you as the leader in charge for the cell i am in , you have the drive to go and support the cell grp well in all circumstances and juz want to thank you for many things you have done in the past 9 months....firstly you kept me discipline when i have done wrong things but though sometime i dun really like it , but i take it to heart and learn from it thus growing from it next is that during my grandmother stay in the hospital , you pray for her healing , for me to have strength to carry on and even spurring me on to continue no matter how tired i am and you led the cell into a fun loving cell and the NissiCheryl spirit is there(that wat i think) the fun loving spirit , lastly juz want to thank God for this sister in Christ , really glad to have u as a sister

Brendan:
Firstly appreciated you for being my discipler and even taking care and showing concern , as my discipler you also kept me discipline in everything i do like sometime if you know i am going to do something wrong you will have a talk with me , then during discipleship you ensure i know and understand everything before carrying on.....another thing is that you always show concern for me and my family , sometime while reporting you will ask bout how am i , did i study and if everything is peaceful in my family any conflict or anything and thru this i can really feel that you are very concern for me , you ensure that nothing goes wrong in my walk with God and also like i said in Cheryl appreciation msg , when my grandma is in hospital you came and pray for me and my grandma and even giving me support to carry on even though i am tired and want to give up , you stood by me and encourage me so i really appreciate it and thank God for this brother like you

Rebekah:
Really appreciate you for being in the same cell is that you can see when i am troubled and even encouraging me like during Radical Conference , when u saw me a little down you would walk over and say your grandma would be fine and told me not to worry and you always bring fun and laughter to us , is it because of ur little gal face or wat but one things is for sure , you are a very fun loving person , you always raise the dynamix of the cell and alway is enthu about God , especially during YI camp you always lead the cell into playing games and thru it bonding the cell closer......another thing is that you are always enthu in everything during cell , especially when we are suppose to gather , the guys would be strolling over but you always push us to walk faster and i really learn alot from you and i thank God for this sister

Gabriel:
Really appreciate you for being a good disciple , you are always discipline during discipleship for you know when to be serious and when to play , you are a good disciple/buddy to confide in other then Brendan and when i sit in during discipleship the way you disciple Yining is really good , you can use alot of example to relate to him.....even during MT , it was fun to have u with me if not it would be very akward for the guys of team-saam so yeah , thank God for this brother

Nellyn:
Actually dun really know you that well to the extent of knowing the guys but its great to have you in the cell , you open up to us fast and soon get into the NissiCheryl spirit the fun loving spirit where fun is always in the air.....and thanx for the little gift during christmas bash , you took the effort and prepare it so yeah thank God for this sister

Munchong:
Though i know you never come my blog but still going to post it up , really thank God that you open up to us , at first when i know you for the first time i could not be bothered to talk to you coz seeing the way you are but then during YI camp you open up to us and even for the first time see you talk alot and have so much fun together with us during shower time like going to play soccer with us and juz thank God for you

Jolyn:
Although i do not really know you , but i know that you are really faithful to God and even sometime on sat seeing u coming to church really keeps me going and thanks for the effort you took to prepare the gift and little cards that you gave during Christmas bash , anws most importantly thank God for you in the same cell

Yining:
Appreciate you for being such an enthu christian and during discipleship though i am only sitting in but seeing u asking alot of question is something that i am amaze and its great that you change as disciplship carry out currently

Jasmine:
Really appreciate you for being in the same cell as me , got to know more about you thru Mission trip and feel really bless that you are my mortal coz thru this only can you open more easily and as your angel can talk to you and take info of wat u food u like and thru this also got to know you more , really thank you for taking the effort to like come offer a hand to get to know the guys more and even writing encouragement card to me during YI camp and like wat Cheryl had said your concern and love does not comes out from talking but it comes out from writing , thats your love language and juz thank God for this sister in christ

Caleb:
Really appreciate you for being in the same cell as me , you always bring fun and laughter to us too and even take care of us , always had fun hanging together with you and really thank you for having the effort to organize cell outing so as the cell can be bond stronger and especially YI camp you took great care of us guys and always bring laughter and fun to us another things is that you can really see thru my thinking , sometime when u know that i am getting really piss you would warn me from doing anything bad and thus somehow stopping the fury to rage in me and you had done alot for the cell juz want to thank God for you as my brother and personally want to thank you for all you have done

Ali:
Though do not know if you will come to my blog and see but still going to post it up , really appreciate you for all you have done , you will take time together with Cheryl , June and Brendan juz to visit my grandma even though its after sch like 4+ to 5+ you still came and pray and even paid a visit to my grandma and even asking how is she , then another thing is that found out that you are actually quite fun thru Mission Trip and yeah really thank God for this sister

Carlos:
Really thank you for even showing me concern whwn u see i am trouble and always offer a helping hand to see if i need any aid , really encourage by the way you go all out for God like even holding the envelope for thanksgiving , you will constantly tell us to hold it up high and many more...another thing is that you never get angry even when we make you , but then sorry if sometime the jokes and pranks carry too far out and lastly thank God for this enthusiastic brother in Christ

Jie Xin:
Really appreciate you for opening up to the cell grp , then even coming to find me when u cannot understand any verse , by doing it is like indirectly spurring me on to do my QT more faithfully coz by doing so , can i only explain it to you clearly and thank God for you in the same cell as me

Rachel:
Appreciate you for you will sometime show conern and really great to have you as a sister in the same cell as me , you will come over can say Hi and ocassionally speak some really cheem english till i dunno wat you talking about anws appreciate for all you have done and thank God for a sister like you

NissiCheryl:
Thank you all for being such a fun loving cell grp , thank you all for even standing by me when i am in the darkest day of my life and stretching out the hand that helps me to stand up after i had fallen in the dark days , i LOVE the cell grp lots and appreciate the Cell grp alot

June:
Really appreciate you as a leader for leading the whole Nissitwo and discipline me when i do wrong things , great to know you and you had been a fun person another thing i want to thank you is during the period my grandma is staying at the hospital , you , Cheryl , Ali and Brendan took the effort and time to come and visit my grandma even though its after sch and everyone would be tired anws thank God for this great sherpherd

All the leaders:
all of a sudden have the feeling to thanks all the leader who had led YI , really thank you all for leading YI into new lvl of breakthrough be it in numbers or wat but you all really had done a great job in leading the cell grp thanks man all the leaders , respect you all

Sister Wanping:
Really thank God for this area leader , she took great care of her whole region and lead it well into different levels of spiritual growth , really appreciate her for holding the due date for Mission Trip for so long juz to allow time for me to ask my parents for permission and even taking all the trouble to get the tix and stuff , also thank her for explaining things that i do not understand anws she a great leader and i pray that God will add on to her

Pastor Daniel:
Really felt bless by God to have such a great Pastor with us , he can relate to us and speak into our life , he had always be serving God faithfully and by this he bless us every week by preparing sermon notes for SnL , hope that he will stay with us for a long time and even leading us to new level of spiritual growth , he is actually very fun person and is willing to listen to our problem , really encourage by Pastor Daniel for preparing sermon notes so as to bless us even though he is tired and he also does his QT which is why all the more we should do it......Anws Pastor Daniel you rox and thank God for having you

Prayer:
Father Lord , i juz thank you for my cell grp NissiCheryl Lord i thank you that you had place me in such a fun loving cell grp with many fun ppl lord , Father Lord even as the new year draws near as time past , Lord i pray that you will add on to my cell grp lord in terms of spiritual breakthrough or even by multiplying or even triple the number of us lord , I pray that as we enter the new year , you will be with us lord and I juz pray against any backsliden that is going to happen in year 2007 lord , i pray that no one will backslide but instead we will grow strong in our faith towards you lord , i just even pray that you will begin to bless and add on to everyone of us lord even while you are blessing us lord , i also pray that you will bless the family of my cell grp lord , i pray that those whose parent are not christian will come to know the truth and it shall set them free , Father Lord i thank you for everything you had done in Jesus mighty name i pray AMEN






If i miss anyone i am sorry coz brain a little lagging

Youth Impact Mission Trip

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*things to note: Time shown here is the thai timing , The Tagbox and everything is down all the way as there is no space at the side*

One thing i treasure most during MT is the friendship , for in juz a short 12 hrs our team were bonded like one family and i thank God for that. Pray that God will let it last for our life for if we place Him in the center of friendship the love will bind us together for eternity

My Angel at MT is very good , she bought me my favourite Pocky and it's still not eaten , so nice that she bought strawberry flavour and its my favourite.......thanx ANGEL IS U SEE THIS

Before reading lets sing a song that we can only sing to God and not the Angel....The song of the redeem and freedom


Finally after weeks , have the time to sit down and blog about Mission Trip and even post up picture.....learn alot of things in Mission Trip , learn to be really prayerful in everything we do. Coz at Thailand about 3/4 of the time is to pray and do God works....even when we are eating we pray for the food , on the way to villages we pray for God to prepare the ground for us , before we sleep also pray that we will have a good rest , wake up pray that God will renew our strength as we do his work.......so what u think prayer is very important in Mission Trip.....Saw miracles upon miracles , healing upon healing and even experience how real Satan was. In the past for me Satan is like an ant to me in my heart but after experiencing how real he is , i really took him seriously , later you will noe why i say how real he is.....going to post lots of pics here and there and some things that i wrote down in my notebook
Here is some pics of my Team

Look all wearing the official MT shirt except Jeff







Day 1

The trip to Roi-Et was very "cool" and it smell nice too , Me and Gabriel sat at the seat which is juz infron of the second stairs and thus we have no restriction to lean back our seat but what we did not noe was the toilet is near there.......at first did not smell much but till late ard 7+ or 8+ like that then the annointing smell began to rose up and Woohoooooooo......reach the hotel at ard 1+ am like that and when we reach the hotel we saw this huge lizard on the wall here is the proof


may seems small here but its huge

DAY 2

We went to a village and have prayer walk to claim the ground from God for we are not fighting against flesh and blood but the evil authorities of the area as said in Ephesian 6 and so we who are the light go into darkness and claim the land for God and also prepare the land for the night rally.......went to a deaf and mute sch in the noon after our prayer walk which is at morning and the first breakthrough happen there.for the first time i felt pity about the kids there and show my love to him for many who noe me know that i do not know hot to express my love but then i show my concern and care to this boy and even play with him , had our first night rally then prayed for this lady who worship the Pi-Fa which means fallen angel like Lucifer or better known as Satan she said she could not sleep for nights and even see spirits then we pray for her and she accepted Christ if i never remember wrongly and again below is some pics



The Kids at the deaf and mute sch


look they are having so much fun


thats the kid that i show my love for the first time and look at the size hehe


Jeff preaching and Eddy translating *Eddy is real smart he speak all language in the world*


The thai worship band


Jun Xiang and Charmaine performing the Hand Skit


She the lady that worship the Pi-Fa


The Village Chief

Day 3

Today was given a set of picture cards so as to make sharing Christ with the Thais villager easier juz in case they could not understand our thai , it was fun and a total new experience as the language barrier had been broken down and they manage to understand our little thai.....went to a public sch today and had performance and everything there had alot of fun too and see the smile of the kids there is always so heartwarming they find fun in playing the catching fish game whereas in Singapore kids would say so boring went back to church ard 4.30+ to prepare and rest before having our dinner before going to the court near the central government area was.....the concert performance there was very nice and after the concert we went to share with those who attended the performance then me , Calvin and Gabriel went to share with this three boys , at first two boys wanted to accpet Christ but was affected by the third guy when he refuse to accept Christ the other two also decided not to accept Christ but we noe its not them who reject Christ but the evil authority over that area as there is this buddha statue near the place we were sharing , before leaving them we prayed a prayer of blessing for them before. Calvin decided that we have a prayer walk ard the statue and as we were prayer walking ard the statue , i stare into the eyes of the statue and the look of it is super satanic even now i still remember how it looks like , whie staring at it i felt something come charging at me then as we continue to pray , we stop in front of the statue and pray and at this point you could feel a huge amt of evil spiritual force charging at you...after praying finish it was juz nice to go back and thus we return to the van , but in my heart i was thinking if we pray and the statue were to fall flat on the ground after we pray i would be laughing whole day long and be singing praise to God sia hehe


This one of the thais villager we prayed for


Praying for her healing and she felt better after we pray for her *all glory to God*


She accepted Christ juz b4 we are leaving :D Took this pic together with her


this hse has lots of ppl and we shared to them


look at how serious Cheryl is


Still trying to get her to understand


Performance time lets clap for the guitarist Calvin and the dancer Team-Saam


after the performance pray for the old lady healing


This grp of boys had fun with Me , Calvin and Gabriel


Yay first performance by Team-Saam and Calvin is the main actor , he is real good man


One of the three guys we shared to during night rally


Calvin praying a prayer of blessing to be upon them

Day 4

Saturday was a relaxing day , did not do much except went to tell the ppl ard the church bout the youth svr actually wasted alot of time during sat but we had compassion project in the morning and everyone had alot of fun then we also manage to share with them and pray for healing and blessing then me and Jie ming were praying for this blind gal but then were call out to pray for this old man and he was heal first he stood up and walk then began to jump and i was like huh wat he doing sia i was stun there but soon i realize that God had heal him and could see his Joy on the face then noon went for to tell ppl bout the youth svr.....while we were sharing we went to this hse of one of the church member and she volunteer to bring us to the market there to tell the ppl then saw this old lady and we share to her bout Christ and she accpeted Chrsit and even willingly took off the charm on her wrist.......went back for our youth svr and their youth svr is different from us........theirs is Praise and Worship first then have a 10 min break before starting sermon and their sermon is short which took only 1/2 hr unlike us which took about 1-2 hr


Praying a prayer of blessing for the children


Look at the smile of Cheryl and u will noe how much fun it is


look at the cute boy , look at how he pray cute rite


Cheryl cutting the charm off a gal


look at Dao-sao....hehe juz joking

DAY 5
Today svr was quite a good one manage to pray for this two blind gal and they manage to see light at first then after we press on this older gal manage to see our hand moving ard and all were amazed by God power and our faith grew in God and here are pics taken on that day


Cheryl and her favourite Thai kid


Cheryl , Jun Xiang and Mic Bay


Bay and the thai Kids


My team by the lake with the backdrop of a fountain


Another Team Shot

DAY 6

Went to a village and evangelise , then ran into one of our translator Nok friend and shared with her at first did not know it till we called Nok over to help us elaborate......Her friend is very friendly to us she offer us a ice drink as the weather is very hot she had a daughter ans she very cute and Karen offer her a sweet and Nok's friend have a baby in her womb and may God bloss her and the Child

DAY 7
Today was the King birthday and thus we have to wear bright colour clothing by order of Sister Wanping..........so i wore a white shirt it consist of all colours so no need to think so much...but din have much chance to share , by right the plan is we go to the lake and share with the ppl but then last minute change of plan we wento to Khong-Khean at ard 12 to help tell the ppl bout the new church but did not have muh chance to share as the city there was so empty that if u were to point a gun and fire it straight and there is another guy 1KM away u will hit him only and no other else so u should noe how empty it is then at night had our last supper together with Pastor Daniel Team at a very nice environment.....under the night sky with stars all ard and with plants ard us before going back to another church to prepare for leaving to Bangkok overnight....the trip to bangkok was soso no toilet smell but the air-con was wo its like 10 degree sia with full blast on and was freezing man

DAY 8
Whole day shopping at MBK was fun sia walking ard buying things.........did not buy much except two shirt and local products for my family then went to this stall sellnig weird stuff like lighter , torch and many more then saw this knife and it was so nice then went to slide my finger ard the blade at first there was no cut then i itchy hand went to press down and slide it then ended up with a cut on my thumb had dinner at sushi-teh and juz before leaving me and Gabriel went to buy a present for Rebekah told them we were going for the washroom but ended up running ard to buy the present and when we return Calvin and Karen went to the washroom but luckily they knew of the plan the accompany me with my lies and say y u all stay in toilet so long sia then basically the whole trip is good and fruitful and fun + meaningful

Here are some more pics that are not posted up


The place we had our first dinner


Prayed for her healing


She manage to take a few step yay all glory and praise be to God


Sticky Rice coated with egg and barberqued very nice but should add in some ingredient


Let our passion burn for God not like this but much bigger


Youth Impact

Finally my Mission Trip post is out after a long 3 hr and really hope can go again to Roi-Et no other place but only Roi-Et
May all Glory and Praise be to God

YI CAMP 18 DEC--------21 DEC 2006

gggggggggKEEP THE FAITH


Ok next event but shall not blog bout IKEA coz had blog it before already so going to blog bout the Camp as i am going in order of the event happening........Camp was very great did not regret going for it though i dislike camp alot but should be due to MT that i am use to stay out for long time of home and does not miss hme ba.........The camp theme was 'KEEP THE FAITH" it was a good and well plan camp nothing went wrong except that there is spiritual warfare here and there shall start with the first day till the last day.....
DAY 1

Met the cell at SP instead of Dover station as i was freaking late coz i forgot my things and went hme to get it so was late by 1/2 hr had lunch together before reporting to campsite....my tribe colour is RED and the name is *Drum roll pls* JOSEPH , basically the Joseph tribe is made up of the whole Nissi two cells and one of Nissi one cell which was June's sister the cell ba.........for first day was practising cheers and doing ice breaker and the cheer i like most is the "My Hump" cheer was so nice and style sia.........had shower time from 4-5 and the guys from NissiCheryl was like huh serious ar coz there is service at night and we are going to sweat so had a shower and wore back the same shirt then the session was so good man with all the effect and there is a countdown before the start of svr and was so cool , awesome , fun , nice and everything that refers to something good and nice. Paul Geerling was a good preacher man he is so annointed by God that in all things he had prepare for sermon hit into my life and God spoke alot to me everyday and even i learn alot of things..........he is also very sensitive to God coz he can always feel wat the Holy Spirit wanted him to do


DAY 2

Did not sleep much for the nite coz it was the first nite and the air-con was freaking cold even at the temperature of 22 is like my hse the 16 sia........day 2 actually had outdoor activities but then as it was raining so we had indoor activities in the hall instead was very fun the whole day and sermon spoke to me bout partnering with God to do all things and after all i am still man and my power is limited but then he also told me that all the while i am relying on myself instead of him and thus all this while i am failing and falling back again then during svr was very sleepy sia had to depend on Brendan's warhead to keep awake as it was sour then had soccer during our shower time and so we were late for dinner as we had our shower like only 15-30 min juz before the time we should meet for dinner then God also spoke alot to me


DAY 3

Day 3 is one of the most fun day.....had outdoor activities and was so fun sia...especially when u are barefooted stepping on the mud and it was so cooling on a hot day.....saw the greatest miracle which is the are we were playing was hot and sunny but it was all dark cloud all around and we were in the middle where its sunny really thank God for that coz by Faith we book 8 buses and even had everything planned out nicely.........the best part of the game was during the tug-o-war though we lost but we almost won with a final pull but then at least we did our best and some even suffer injury like rope burn and some even got abrasion like me i suffered abrasion on my finger and oh yeah the mud was also another fun part coz it was so cooling on your feet especially i am wearing a black shirt under a blasting sun heat and my back is like a iron board sia no need to heat up iron can iron the shirt liao its like burning........and for the first time in like months and/or years i see star in Singapore........during the nite while doing debrief , we were doing at the netball court where we began to see the star above us and then Cheryl decide to lye down and do debrief so everyone lay down forming a circle with our head the feeling is so nice and it feel so like in Thailand for me coz in Thailand we see alot of stars andbefore that we had a short Team-Sum gathering and got a Christmas present from Calvin and Karen..........Thanx guy for the present if u are reading this........Oh yeah the sermon was special for that nite as we had two time praise and worship in one service before and after.....Then Pastor Paul did a spiritual exercise with us and imagine us meeting God and having a talk with him one to one........telling him our dreams and fear.......for dreams i ask him if watever he said is true coz durgin Radical Conference if u all still remember got one part asking who want to be a pastor.....i had this sound in me saying go forward..................forward at first i tot it was only a sudden urge but i was wrong coz a sudden urge will be gone after a while but now the feeling to work in a church is still there and is getting stronger but God told me that when the time come i will noe wat his plan is and tell me to study now.........well wat to do then for fear is that i am scared something will happen to my grandma and dad i tol God that if my grandma were to die now i will lose my mind of wat to do i will be so lost then i also told God that nothing muz happen to my Dad if not i would also be loss but God told me not to be worry and now most importantly the Gospel muz be shared to them and so this is how it goes and i learn this phrase which is very good "Dun ask wat God can do for you , but ask wat u can do for God"

DAY 4

Was a short day though Joseph tribe did not win any prize but we are still champion coz we persevere on with a never-say-die spirit and i respect that but we are still champion in Christ played soccer after breaking of camp and was so fun sia but best is still on the third day after outing coz we did not want to bath first so we played soccer and Caleb ended game in less then 15 sec and another one was ended in less then 30 sec by me.....actually we could have won one more match by the back-kick penalty but Carlos go hop and block out the ball if not it would have score sia but nvm


Luckily me and Gab the throat was cultivated out by the CCA so we could go all out and Praise and Worship God and even shouting the cheer without losing our voice hehe

Back to blogging after like 4 days....i think u all also sian to see the blog post liao so here new and hot from what ever happen since the returning of Mission Trip....
The following Monday which is on the 11 of DEC had Team Saam outing without Gabriel.........some of u may also said that Calvin did not go but he did only after some of u left he came only at ard 8+ and we had our dinner together.....here is the event of the whole day
We went out together and decided to meet at the MRT station but when i reach i was the only guy with 3 girls namely Ali , Rebekah and Rachel but since Cheryl , Jas , Shu En , Liying and Kon was at far east and we were waiting for Karen so we went to walk ard Wisma then as we were walking ppl were like giving me the weird look la like one uy with three galz but the worst is yet to come and oh yeah Ali , Rebekah and Rachel were choosen to be given a chance to be a model u believe it? Ok back to the story , soon Karen reach and met us as she had to do some wedding stuff in the morning then they went to TOP and many more and i was like (O.o) ok nvm , could not believe it i am standing in a shop for gals then i was like ok nvm then Cheryl they all came over to find us and the fun start here we were walking then i realize that i had 9 gals and i was alone felt so akward la...........could not decide wat to eat and so Shu En suggested Food Republic so we went over to eat before meeting Kong Ann and so i was not alone!!!!!!! Had alot of fun together as a grp but too bad Cheryl and Shu En had to leave early at ard 4....took loads of picture with the "Shake it" camera where u have to take the photo and shake it for the colour to come out and each cartridges cost $12 with only 10 shot each and we took like at least 50 over photo u believe it $60 on photo taking anws had alot of fun together and i really treasure the time together coz Karen and Calvin only met us when the we are flying off to Thailand but we bond together in like juz 2 days and our friendship grew very strong in 9 days with us going thru thick and thin

Lets celebrate as heaven celebrate as well for Carlos and Jolyn has died but reborn in Christ.......was so fun in church today although Donric and i wore the most "HIP" clothing in the whole place.....A basketball pants , a shirt and our most common footwear slipper hehe. After the whole event which ended ard 5+ went to Queensway shopping center....Actually is suppose to be only the guys going but then June , Alicia , Cheryl and Rebekah went along with us which makes it very fun in the end.......we went to IKEA after walking ard Queensway shopping center then this where the fun started.....everyone went to bought a hotdog bun to eat but before eating took a picture of all the hotdog bun forming a circle on the round table.......then ate our bun before moving on and instinct cause us to stand a big circle with the two round table we were using to be adjecent to us.......cool rite then went to walk at the first lvl of IKEA before going up the second floor and this is where the real fun took place went ard to all the showroom and took picuture of us doing all the funny action and we will be on the look out for the "YELLOW" alert notice took quite a few pics with Cheryl's camera , going to get the pic from her and one part of our fun adventure is with the soft toys.........we were playing with the soft toys there and Gab got fed a mouse by Wei Liang then we were laughing away and it was so fun!!!!!!!!

Now from today on my FAITH will be put to the test again and i will have to really hold on to God in the believe that if the report after the check-up is out , all things will be well for my father , even if it is not well i have to believe that God can heal him completely.....got the news from the doctor yesterday while it was my dad birthday there is something wrong with blood and need to go for a further check-up which will be tml.......Actually was thinking of how to crack the news to him but today my mum told him and he said this........If its time to go , i will go there nothing i can do then while my dad fetch me home yesterday was sitting at the back of the motorbike and saw his back view for once i really care for my dad i was thinking why God why he had not enjoy his life he is still slogging for the family.........why cant i care and love my dad but only till now.........although i am worried but i cant show him that i am worried as i do not want to worry him and as the eldest son i should really stay strong juz in case anything were to happen in the family should the responsible fall upon me even now as darkness fall deep in 2 am only as the whole family is asleep do i have the courage to let my tears come out even now as i am posting up this post my tears come down of my eyes

Hey Saturday is here again and u noe wat.......I am going to blog bout church again!!!! Ok i noe its lame and dun give me the (T.T) face

Today sermon was prepared by Sister Wanping and its extremely fun coz today sermon is more of like flipping of bible instead of writing notes down....but for fun is only 5% coz the other 95% is listen wat God is going to say thru Sister Wanping....Today sermon was only 90% really effective for my life but altar-call was 100% hit on in my life......Pastor Daniel went up to talk and he talk about this whole year , have we wasted a chance to change to be more Godly? Have we done it halfway? Or even we did accomplish the things we wish to do like ridding of bad habits but for me i screw up this whole year i have wasted this year and i want to really change in year 2007 actually for this only one person know of it till now but i am going to open it to everyone , I am very tired of my life being so impulsive but then i always fall into it and i am really tired of it and i want to change but it is very difficult to do it even when i ask God , i always become so controlled by satan that i do not even know why i will do it i simply lose control but now KEEP THE FAITH means i will have to really have faith in God that i will win the battle each time i get impulsive or rash. Today altar-call also said of things that we should face it and then the Holy Spirit brougt me memories of a dream i had a few days ago...it is like i was running away from this weird thing and each time i open a door and try to run i will always be back to the same spot....and ending it happen that i was push by someone to go fight the weird thing but there is no ending then Nick said that sub-conciously i may be running away from things carrying a fear in me but then mayb the fighting part is wat God is trying to tell me is to face it and fight it so nice that today altar-call also has a part of do not run from things but face it bravely and altar0call somehow also touch me so great that my tears sort of like flood down the side of my eyes and its the first time it came flooding down instead of rolling a little.....Another highlight of today is during Praise and Worship during cell , the whole things juz screwed up badly sia it was a total mess and i think i not fit to do praise and worship sia.......first we neva play at the usual stairway but is in the open then the guitar that Brendan was using all of a sudden become out of tune and thus it became very weird and the atmosphere there is very weird in a sense too then Yining they all were like laughing which makes it more sort of like discouraging which means it was not really good also but then Brendan said not to be discourage but haiz sort of feel a little discourage too coz first time then it turn out like that haiz..........anws i got the pic for MT and will blog bout it when i have time maybe tml or wat

Oh yeah before i forgot :
Thank God for letting Carlos stay in Singapore and not migrate to Australia
And thank God for letting Cheryl get into ACJC and even Congrats to u Cheryl if u are reading this post

God Said
"If you seek me with all your heart , you will find me"
DEUTERONOMY 4:29


Lets seek God with our heart and we will find him, have faith and trust in him that he will always be with you for God said "When you are heartbroken , i am with you"
PSALM 34:18
and you will find him but God is not only with us when we are heartbroken , he is always with us even now as u are reading this post so lets believe in God and seek him with out heart and soul

Yesterday church was very different , we do not need to shift out the table , there was no catering as a\most of the ppl had juz return from MT so there is no time to order catering thus we went to the hawker centre at the top of beauty world was very fun can consider having it like once a month (Sister Wanping this is for you to consider)......Svr was very special in a way that there was no preaching but juz sharing of testimony throughout......had ppl from Roi-Et team and Khong-Khean team to share follow by Pastor Daniel wanting to do some short preaching but change his mind and instead showed us some video that he took but then some of it screw big time and were gone.......another interesting happen yesterday...while praise and worship during SnL we saw Calvin standing at the back with another woman n i tot is Karen sia like only two days she go perm her hair till curly curly but could not really see if its her except the hair is curly curly.....then the whole team-sum from nissicheryl was like who is she??? But got to know she a friend of Calvin anws got nothing much to blog about as days goes blogging seem having lesser thing to blog about

Konquerer Concert by Casting Crown

Yesterday went to Carlos's friend church call the "Evangel Family Church" for a concert by Casting Crown , did not regreted going and really felt so bless that Carlos had invited me to go.....Oh ya by the way the concert name is call "Konquerer" i think its sort of like our Radical Conference and it really good.......The speaker which is also the lead singer of Casting Crown was simply so annointed by God what ever he said leads me to an answer i am finding for the past few days and he even spoke bout many things like fear and much more.......got one part is bout us constantly trap in the Forgive me , Help me in our walk with God and its like i am constantly trap in it especially my past behaviour which would be out when i am really angry/piss off i am constantly in defeat when this area is concern........Then another topic is about "Who am I , Who am I" then the Holy Spirit brought memories back bout question ask like Who am I , why am I here till yesterday i could find no answer.....This happen juz few days before i go Mission Trip my mind all of a sudden had question passing off of who am , why am i here but i got one of the answer of why am i here the answer is "To do work for God and share the gospel" but till yesterday i did not manage to find the answer of who am I but now i got the answer after yesterday.....I am the child of God a child where God will never give up on me

This is the song they sang that leads me to know who am I

Finally touch down to a place where its different from the Thailand especially Roi-Et......learn many things in Roi-Et and was really amaze by God's mighty power to save.......last time when i hear them say bout healing i will be like orz healing ar , ok lor heal lor but then this time i saw healing first hand and make me think differently......i also learn how to really pray hard and press on even though i feel tired , feel like giving up and many more but the effort always pays off......this trip also cause me to want to pray for other with enthusiam its a feeling like never before in Singapore anws going to post all the appreciative message for my MT team as today the one was a quick one so i cannot really think out what really to say so here it goes

Cheryl :
Really appreciate her for whatever she had done......she really brought the team well though she is tired and wear out.....could see it from her expression daily even though its juz noon...she really press on to hold the team together and really is encourages me to see whatever she had done for the team and even making sacrifices for us....she would also hold on even when i made mistake....she would point it out to me bout it as i never really notice it....she is also really enthu bout sharing the word of God and she gave her all to share and she a good angel even though she gave me the things like during the last few day but its because she is busy so it does not matter.......actually it will not really effect me even if she neva give the encouragement as i know God is there with me throughout the trip and always will give comfort to those who needs comfort

Alicia (Ali) :
Really appreciate for her as she really take good care of us even when Cheryl was not ard....and she would always do things to make us laugh like juz before flying off she was playing the hoola-hoop using her neck and legs it was juz so funny.....and the first time she broke the tomboy image.....she wore a skirt!!!!! U believe it? Anws it was nice to see the girly side of her :P

Rebekah (Kah kah) :
Appreciate God for putting her in the team cos somehow her laughter and joy would be spread to others......she always have a happy face on her even though she could be tired like us as we had an average slp of like 5-6 hr daily only and her happy face really liven up the whole team even though we are tired and it was the first time i see her so happy playing with the children.....a kind of joy that she neva had in cell anws good that u enjoy yourself

Rachel :
A good gal she is......always read books when she have the time in church juz while we were slacking and resting ard she would be reading her book at one corner at the back quietly and the angel and mortal thing was good then she is always very enthu to share with the ppl bout God and is really good she in our team and she like is a little cute? She look so amaze when i said i neva eat cucumber b4 and make all sort of expression

Jasmine :
Throught this trip got to know more of her....she is always so quite in church and did not talk much even so i also neva really talk to her before till mission trip.....she is also another real enthu person that give me some encouragement indirectly by even wanting to share the gospel even though she is real sick this makes me the push to share even more cos as a sick person she give all out to share what more i am healthy so all the more i should go all out and give God my all rite? Anws she my mortal but din do real much so if like done too little so pai-seh ar

Rosaline :
Though she may not read this but anws still will post it up.......She has been a great person that i noe thru this MT and she really makes a difference in the team like when she left the whole team felt so quite and even the morale drop on the day she left but it regain back as the whole team begin to really go all out for God and maybe thats y God adds on to us and change us and oh yeah thanx for the nickname u gave

Karen ( Or commonly Sister Karen) :
You had really been a great support throughout the trip u hitted real well with the gals of our team and to me u are more of like a good friend instead of a mother like the gals known u as but even though u took good care of me in this MT and actually u are a good person to noe especially raising the team dynamic while we were on the van to have our last dinner at Khong-Khean the van was quiet till u said bout my "friend" the little bird and everyone was laughing away anws if u wanna join us for pre-svr prayer u can come join us i am sure Cheryl would be more then happy to allow if not like u said standing one side alone is like so weird and left out the feeling

Calvin ( Or commonly Brother Calvin) :
Actually dun really noe how to express sia but i try la....you had been a great friend to know since the start of MT........at first i tot u are really hard to talk to maybe due to age difference and actually when we were asking for the prayer request we were like a little scared to talk to you but after talking as we collect the prayer request found u to be really friendly and throughout the MT see a whole new image of u in me that is really friendly and very funny always make us laugh and u really took very good care of us and most likely because me and Gabriel neva call u Brother Calvin but instead Calvin so the age gap is really cut off if not it would feel weird and oh ya the night where we were "partying" in the room was great and fun.....eating ice-cream late at night and even thank u for offering a helping hand whenever u see if i needed help anws Happy Birthday to you in advance

Gabriel ( Gabster)
Really glad he came to this trip cos can see he really go all out for God and as his discipler i am really proud of him and sometime i feel like he become me discipler better sia we should change over position........Anws he had been a great supported for me throughout the MT always offering a helping hand when needed and been giving encouragement to me even when i feel real tired and oh yeah anybody know that Gabriel is really good at matching shirt and jeans? He can go mediacorp and do work as a stylist sia he have real good taste in matching

Sister Wanping :
Really thank you for holding on for me to go MT and even being a good area leader though she maybe fierce sometime but mostly she is like laughing away with us...she lead the team real well and even really press on in sharing Christ with the city ppl at Khong-Khean even when the Pastor at Thai do not want us to share bout God but Sister Wanping really insisted to do it and thus we manage to share

Overall Team 3 :
It was a really good team with many good team-mate and even ppl who look after us the dynamic of this team is mostly like always high and am really glad that i am in this team anws doing all this work is not for us but for God so may all praise and glory goes to our God that is mighty to save our God of miracle


Will stop here already.....will continue to blog more of MT if i have time and and will post up picture of MT