Yesterday sermon was a blast man, it hit point on in every bit of my life. Many a time in life we say why bother? what Pastor Daniel said really hit the bullseye or rather it taught me a lesson/smack me up. Many a time, when the devil know God can use you to do something so great, he start throwing all the "why bother" in the face of a great plan, many of us fail there did we not? I realize during yesterday sermon that when i start saying why bother? Why bother anymore, its when things are changing. Soon after i began to stop bothering, things changes slowly. Both side accept the reality of "why bother" just at different timing thats all. When they said why bother, things go downhill, when they start to wake up, i start saying why bother? I kill my own heart, and it never lives on again towards it.

Life regrets always come from yes or no. A yes too early or a no too late.

quote from Kaycey---Behind my smile is a hurting in my heart, behind my laugh I’m falling apart. Look closely at me and you will see, the person I am, isn’t me.

Summary of 2010

I came to realise, year 2010 was not a very good year for most of my friends. Be it Christian or non-Christian friends, even for myself. But there is one difference that sets both group of people apart. No doubt year 2010 has been a year of ups and down, there are lots of things that does not go smoothly or even things have been going rough against us/me. Many things happen in my life, to the extent that i almost had my life thrown into the ditch where there is no God, also making the decision to end some things which ultimately might or may already had destroy what took time to build . Things gets better after the accident, for my life at least, though there are still time when things look gloomy, but with God the UPS always comes. The fight this year is never easy, in fact its much tougher. Yet we still win cause of the winning factor that God is with us. (See the word "ïs", and not "was"). The start of the year has been rough, but we hold on constantly and never let go of God no matter what. Though prior to the accident my life was not really right bout Christianity, yet somehow no matter what kind of stuff i get involved in, Christianity has its place in my heart, the connection never seems to get cut off. Am i glad that it is the case back then. For us Christian, the start of the year was tough for many, yet over time with our faith and perseverance, God turn up and turn things around. As time goes towards the end of the year, things became good for us Christian. Yet many of my non-Christian friends are still whining bout the downs in their life. Is God good or what. The defining factor that makes us different is God. The only one God whom holds the universe in His hands yet because of His love for us, allow us to roam/venture into the unknown, knowing that we might fall away from Him.

I am glad i know Jesus Christ and His's father, do you know them? The difference is GOD and GOD alone. He is the defining factor to things.