Yesterday sermon was a blast man, it hit point on in every bit of my life. Many a time in life we say why bother? what Pastor Daniel said really hit the bullseye or rather it taught me a lesson/smack me up. Many a time, when the devil know God can use you to do something so great, he start throwing all the "why bother" in the face of a great plan, many of us fail there did we not? I realize during yesterday sermon that when i start saying why bother? Why bother anymore, its when things are changing. Soon after i began to stop bothering, things changes slowly. Both side accept the reality of "why bother" just at different timing thats all. When they said why bother, things go downhill, when they start to wake up, i start saying why bother? I kill my own heart, and it never lives on again towards it.

Life regrets always come from yes or no. A yes too early or a no too late.

quote from Kaycey---Behind my smile is a hurting in my heart, behind my laugh I’m falling apart. Look closely at me and you will see, the person I am, isn’t me.