ROBOT

Everyone felt like a stranger to me now, everything seems like new to me, i feel as if i had lost my memory, remembering some close one, and the rest seems like a stranger. My mind is like changing to a processor chip, from man to programs

I am like a robot, 6.30am wake up, 7 leave house, 6.30pm reach home, rest, dinner, TV and sleep, the whole process repeats again for 5 days. Sat, wake up 11+, go church, go cell, dinner, tv, sleep. Sun wake up, go out, go grandma hse for dinner and back to the 5 days routine. Its really scary when u see your lives revolving around this way. No God, barren spiritual ground, dull spiritual life. I am trying to hang on there for as long, but is my reason for hanging on right? Hanging not for God, but hanging on for man, so as not to disappoint some.......

I know that you will be disappointed when I tell you the reason, but still i chose to make you disappointed not because I like it, but its just that i do not want to lie or hide anything anymore. I know telling you the truth is the best


Basket, punch down sala angle then hand kena cut

Not an easy night

Its not an easy night to get by when u felt how the feeling was on 10 Jan 09 wee hours

Finally TIME TO RELAC A BIT

Wo, finally a time to relac a bit, seriously man, i know how working people feel everyday, from 8-5 in class, but leave house at 7am reach home earliest by 6+pm. Did you all see the lightning on 3rd May around 1+ am in the morning, nice right? Or maybe to me that is, i love

Lightning:


Fire:



lightning and fire, dunno why but it look nice and magnificent especially when u see the lightning striking down, even now outside is having some lightning flashing, looks nice especially when it strikes behind those clouds.