Things are tough

OK things are TOUGH! Not because economic downturn no money, not coz of exam.
Its hard to keep a daily routine of doing Quiet Time and Masterlife, honestly truth be told, i had not done my QT for like the past one year till the recent monday, i had not done any week of the masterlife till the recent monday also, and best part, i just found out, i am doing the WRONG week! I am suppose to do week 5 but i am doing week 4 T.T
Well in summary this are the tough things in my life now
From toughest to least

• Doing daily quiet time
• Doing masterlife daily
• Getting rid of the thought that this year some one gonna pass away again, somehow there something is telling me ever since my grandfather passed away
  
• wake up early for school xD
• Get even closer to God then before

BUT i am not gonna die from it, i am gonna be rebellious and stand against it, coz i am Marcus haha, no la, coz i am a child of God, a victorious child of God.
God i pray you help me in whatever that is happening in my life, you know what i need and lack, i pray you help me in all these aspect so that i will grow, i pray that you will hold my hand and guide me on this road, pray you will use your mighty hand to cover me from the storm in Jesus name AMEN :D

I can go on and on talking bout God goodness in my life now :D

Take the wheel and let your plan decide the outcome of my action

Nick Vujicic is his name, wiki it up to read more

Saw this video, its good. Especially the part when he said "There are some times in life we fall down, you feel like you don't have the strength to get back up, do you think you have hope?"

Its like everyone has setbacks and regrets in life, but do we find the strength to stand up again? Recently found two girls whom used to talk to, but we did not talk for like near 2 years, yeah thats the thing i am referring to on FB. Reason why did not talk is personal, so have no wish to say out. But after seeing this vid, i decide to give a shot and contact them. God take the steering wheel of my life, let your plan be the one to decide everything :)