Things are tough

OK things are TOUGH! Not because economic downturn no money, not coz of exam.
Its hard to keep a daily routine of doing Quiet Time and Masterlife, honestly truth be told, i had not done my QT for like the past one year till the recent monday, i had not done any week of the masterlife till the recent monday also, and best part, i just found out, i am doing the WRONG week! I am suppose to do week 5 but i am doing week 4 T.T
Well in summary this are the tough things in my life now
From toughest to least

• Doing daily quiet time
• Doing masterlife daily
• Getting rid of the thought that this year some one gonna pass away again, somehow there something is telling me ever since my grandfather passed away
  
• wake up early for school xD
• Get even closer to God then before

BUT i am not gonna die from it, i am gonna be rebellious and stand against it, coz i am Marcus haha, no la, coz i am a child of God, a victorious child of God.
God i pray you help me in whatever that is happening in my life, you know what i need and lack, i pray you help me in all these aspect so that i will grow, i pray that you will hold my hand and guide me on this road, pray you will use your mighty hand to cover me from the storm in Jesus name AMEN :D

I can go on and on talking bout God goodness in my life now :D