27 Feb 2009 49th day of grandfather death

Today is the 49th day of my grandfather death, finally learn to let go of Him. Well no more sad stuff, some pics to cheer up. As you all knew, Wednesday evening was drizzling and the sun was shining bright, so what we get? RAINBOW. there is actually two rainbow, one which is slightly above the first one, but from the pic its not really clear, though if you really strain your eyes you get to see a little bit. Well if you seen it live, you should know what i meant, its really nice. Thank God i have eyes. Some people said that eyes are the best camera in the world, which is so true, coz some things are only meant for the eyes. Like starry night for example....


Today last day of the 49 day restriction, tomorrow can cut hair lo!

Truly understand

I finally understand the TRUE meaning of this verse.

I called out to my God in grief "Where are You!" and like a wild horse i was never still
I called out to God again in grief "Where are You!" and like a bull i was never still
I called out to my God the third time in my sadness "Where are You!". For once i quieten and listen. My God speaks, "My son, here I am with you"



There are many answer i am looking for, perhaps i might never get an answer for whatever happen, but for now i will not give up just yet.