Truly understand

I finally understand the TRUE meaning of this verse.

I called out to my God in grief "Where are You!" and like a wild horse i was never still
I called out to God again in grief "Where are You!" and like a bull i was never still
I called out to my God the third time in my sadness "Where are You!". For once i quieten and listen. My God speaks, "My son, here I am with you"



There are many answer i am looking for, perhaps i might never get an answer for whatever happen, but for now i will not give up just yet.