Fighting for my life

Fighting for my life in the next two weeks, once this two weeks are over. Everything will set in place.....

just a thought

A ball that rolls away from you will never return back. It will always remain at the same spot where it stop unless someone goes over and pick it back to you. No matter what leaves your hand, it never returns unless you go forward to pick it up or someone picks it up for you.

Kao zhai mai?

Its 0551am now, all of a sudden felt like reading back on past post/draft, and it reminds me the kind of person i was before. All the things that i had gone through, but yet now things change a lot. Yet i do not know why, much as i want to find an answer, but i fear....no reason for fear but its just there, lots of hesitation....