HAHAHA 玩 /跑 / 踢/跳 出 祸lo

HAHAHA 玩出大祸 lo, BIG BIG trouble to me, not to God.
Doctor says mayb need go operation -.-



Did what God told Wanjun to tell me a notice to brace up now for something big, or is it a warning of what is gonna happen soon.


Aiya whatever it is, sleep first then talk. Work is very tiring, once i sleep its hard to wake up recently coz of the over-tiredness

Don't try to find what i have hid inside me for a long time
Don't try to forcefully open what i had lock up and promised never to do it again
It do no good to you

Lets see how long can your cockiness hold you, i am running out of patience.

Damn it, i am losing my patience, temper getting bad by day, patience running short

Sometime i wonder why 2 years back i ask the cell to pray for my grandmother, push my physical strength to go down almost everyday to keep u company, push my health to its limit and fall ill, worry that u do pass away anytime. But since u came back there is no quiet peace in the house, argument are caused by you, whole day long keep on nagging to do what u want us to do when we tell u to wait, just FUCK IT LA, perhaps if you go die, there would be freedom for both side, freedom from suffering from your sickness and freedom from argument and there will be peace

God is Good, AMEN?!

God is good, all the time man, seriously why did i think of backsliding? Stupid sia, anws here are testimonies for God to gain Glory

Testimonies 1:
As some knew, i planned BBQ for my primary school friends, as for the past days its raining, i was wondering if to carry on or cancel it as i would be using near $165 for the food and stuff, but if its cancel there goes my money too, so on Wed i send out a mail saying that it would be postpone, on Thurs went BTNR and i had lots of experience with God, from how he gave me strength to many more, the i ask God, if i should carry on with the plan, so i prayed(cut short)" ...God if u want me to carry on, give me a sign to know that Monday would not rain" on fri morning which was having some dark clouds, i pray to God that if monday will not rain, i pray he will not let it rain on Fri morning, just hold the rain to Noon as a sign, after noon then let it rain, but God shows me more than anything, he did not let it rain the whole day, ok lets admit that it did drizzle on Fri and sat, but who cares huh? Its for such a short period of time, and amazingly, for the next few days it just had slight drizzles, although the weather forecast shows that it would have thunderstorm, but still i went ahead with the plan for BBQ and leave the rest to God, using the money was just one of the way to say God let your will be done, i trust in you for the good, true enough, today did not rain, just a slight drizzle, God ask me this today while praying for the weather "What if i let it rain" then i replied "God let your will be done, if today have to rain the let it rain, let your will and not my wishes be done" but when we reached there God tested my faith, he let it drizzle, ok i admit, i did blame saying"Wa lau, why like that" but i did repent and pray to God for the drizzle to stop, and it did stop, but its not the end of the test, from the weather forecast i saw, it predicts 100% rain at night, and there were many dark clouds at around 8-9+ with some lightning like that and i pray that God please hold back the rain till like 12+ so it would be after we leave, true enough, God took away the clouds and the sky was clear, and when we were about to leave then the clouds appear again which is also like near 12, but from here its not raining, so God is Good AMEN?!

Testimonies 2:

As everyone knew bout last week sermon from Sister Wanping was about fasting? There was this part saying there is always not a convenient time to fast? It was so true, as today was school holiday for students, my workplace the assistant manager ask me to work from 9am to 2 pm, and i fast for breakfast as i was praying about the weather today and the past few days, and as u know fasting is always hard, normally when i work i would be doing those non-food which is like soap, pampers and stuff, as long as its not edible i would help to stack it or even put up stock, but suay suay today the one in charge of groceries took leave and the store manager ask me to take over her and do the food side, see when u are fasting, all sorts of things come up, i decided to fast morning without eating or drinking and i had to work for 5 hours without food and water

Fact1: When i am fasting, i face food and drinks
Fact2: When u do not eat and are hungry, the stomach produces acid to digest the food start burning your stomach which makes you feel like vomiting
Fact3: Working as a stacker requires you to carry heavy stuff which causes you to perspire even though its in air conditioner place which causes dehydration quick
Fact4: At only 11.30-11.45 some were eating lunch at the back store which i had to go in take some stocks, and the aroma feels the place

so when i was having the stomach acid burning my stomach, pray to God that he will take away that feeling and let me feel better, and true enough God appeared and took away that feeling, oh ya most amazing, i did not feel thirsty at all also even though i was working for 5 hours without water and was perspiring from all the lifting of stocks, another is i was immune to temptation with God help even though i was facing the food as i could just walk out and grab a quick bite but i did not

Like in every story theres a morale behind it, for this there are two things:

1) God deserve the glory amen?!

2) Trust in God that he had the best for you