Busy sia, going pok kai also

Hmmm still manage to squeeze time out for posting bout Sat
Had lunch with the almost long forgotten team due to own busy schedule, though still go same place at same day, but rarely talk, its Mission Trip Team Saam '06, consisting of Brother Calvin, Sister Karen, Cheryl, Rebekah, Marcus(me), Rachel and Sister Karen's cousin, don't know how spell his name. Ali skipped the lunch meeting coz she says she sleepy or something like that, though time meeting is short but out of this time God blesses us with a good fellowship. Amen? Met up for only around an hour but still we manage to talk alot of things from school to God, hmmm when God the center of the core, things really are different. Like in cell group, to be truthful the quality is not there, perhaps its because we are quite huge a group and when we eat, the distance between the first and the last is quite far, so we will just chat with those around which is like only 3-5 people at most, but like the meeting there is only 7 people, though its like the main 6 that talk, but God made use of it to change lives i must say.

Service was very different this week for me a least, perhaps its because of the talk during lunch that really change everything. God spoke to me from PnW to Alter Call, everything just keep on speaking to me, especially during Praise and Worship like this song "All because of Jesus" and through it i learn and regret, looking back God is so good and faithful to me, always protecting me even when i hurt him from my action and words that come out from my mouth, He is so good and faithful, yet i even wanted to let go of Him, yet i thought of giving up on God, what a BIG BIG FOOL i am, and seriously PnW was so awesome, actually things are like chain up on sat for me, like while we took a ride from Brother Calvin and he on the music that u are listening now "Come holy spirit" i was listening to it, immediately i knew God is going to speak to me through it. Don't ask me how, but theres this powerful feeling within me tuning to this song though at first din hear it fully but during PnW boom everything is unleashed, God power just flow through. Oh ya did i mention service atmosphere was a blast man, everyone singing was louder then the loud speaker sia, cool u think? But thats not the most cool one, the most cool one is how everyone gave their all to God, i could almost feel what God is feeling at that moment man. Ok after all the qian zhou qu, its time for sermon, tittle was "Beating truth decay" now in this world, everything is fake, there is not much truth in this world now, even within own friends there are no truth( i do not refer to everyone, this does not refer to any church member also, they are clear) like i have a close friend who always lie when u meet him, he can say he is only 2 bus stop away, but take 30mins to reach, stupid lie right? its so obvious, so thats why now when i am meeting him, i will leave at the time we are suppose to meet, learn smart, do smart lol. Aiya sermon cut short, since the real main point for me is PnW but still sermon is one word AWESOME!

Hey people, heres the hot topic, ok just joking its serious:
Did not get to meet up with him on Sat night, he said he got something on, but not sure if he is just avoiding though, till now he seems like still avoiding, now only thing to do is pray for his heart to soften and be willing to meet up, another is to pray that i will know how to guide him even though God has told me how, still wisdom is a must. But still i will write a letter and drop it in his house letter box for him to read, pray God will speak to him through it. Like what the bible says "Prayer is our best weapon against the devil".

13Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. 14Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, 15and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. 16In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. 17Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God.


There goes the break, time to resume planning on events upon events, i going pok kai liao :( going broke soon from all the BBQ and party event

New Baby!

Elder Sis Pearline (i think, got some problem spelling her name) a.k.a Little Rascal
lol does this position resemble on of the idols call sleeping buddha?

New addition to my external family
Name: Cherrell Peh Jia En------> Hey Ali look your name
Born on: 20 08 2008
cute right? took this photo ytd when i went down the hospital

sick!

Great its just great, missed church for TWO whole weeks, see to the fact that when my spiritual walk is bad, two weeks is nothing, but now its on the right side but skip church due to two weeks ago is my grandma birthday, then last sat was ill, great thing is, when people fall ill they recover soon, but i is get worse by day, WTH, immobilizes in bed from last night till now, even blogging is down lying in bed...dunno if can make it to church again this sat a not, hope can make it there haiz....


Great, fever, soar throat, cough and headache decides to pay me a visit :) how nice of them, immobilize in bed

Now its 00:27 on my handphone, reached home est 27 mins ago from work and no i am not smelly had my bath, skip dinner as already so late and just gulp down 1.5L of Jasmin green tea on my way back......

So while waiting for my hair to dry, why not blog bout my week

work work work then injury injury injury coming up, sian....WTH all my old ailment is coming back, ok mayb not all but my back is totally ouch! sharp pain at lower left of my back, and oh ya did i mention its the 7th month? Welcome to the 7th month, for those that work as stacker like me, all the best to you also, WTH everyday work so fierce then still until so late, next day still got school

something interesting that happen to me while bathing

suddenly there this question that pop up in my mind, when was the last time i pray?
Ans: SOME of the days i do QT

see the word is SOME, just could not keep back to way of doing QT daily ever since i lost faith weeks back, no longer the daily QT anymore, sometime remember then do, or even remember but dont bother to do then forget soon, or even dont remember? Any solution?

QN: for someone?
Ans: dunno very long already think the last was weeks back when i pray for June and Cheryl

then i suddenly had the thought of praying for people by sending them msg, but then u know la, there a mini devil messing around, then i ask why pray sia? Then this is what God say that convince me to do it

"take it as a stepping stone for your faith, take it as a stepping stone to grow and be back to what u were"


When theres good things there also problem right, see the list
1) very tired sia, work and study
2) irregular QT
3) back injury
4) curb my anger problem
5) everything in school seems a waste of time, everything just felt like SHIT!

ok maybe not week but something that happen in my life today and my problem :D

now finish is 00:52 and have to wake up today at 05:30 to go back work help pack the 7th month thing before go school, time to SLEEP LO! but not on my comfy bed with air-con :( but on my computer chair and fan coz if i sleep on bed there goes, i am off to lala land for a long time