Radical Conference was powerful, attended night session only today, worship was great, sermon was even great, space wise is not great, little cramp though, wonder what will happen when full force come for Radical Conference tml....?

Dang that back ache, experiencing sharp back pain at lower left of my back, cant even bent, if want bent, endure the pain, prayer plz....

Many things to blog about

1) Happy Birthday to Cheryl and Debra (no pic this time, cant find any)
*mine in another 7 days along with Jun Ze* *hint ar* lol just joking, no need do anything one, its just another day to me except for the birthday bash from class if Joshua say it out

2) Hey lets celebrate, one day before Radical Conference and i found back my first love, Cheryl told us to prepare and find back our first love, for me its much harder than others as my condition was already on the line of backsliding back then till Sis Karen and sermon came along. Din expect so though, din know my heart is growing back gradually since sat when i attended the 1 hour cell group session(for me).

3) Had a very nice song from planetshakers called "All I'm Living For" but could not manage to upload it, spoke alot, nice song, powerful song whatever you call it, its good....Like what God said when he created earth, "ITS GOOD" and from Macdonald "I'm loving it"
have the chance go hear it, want i can send you, just msg me

ok maybe not many, but a few

Could not find more picture for it, but does your heart feel like its sinking, does your heart feel heavy? Do you feel like tears are in your eyes or even rolling down for them after seeing the charity show? If your answer is NO to any of the question, its time to go to God and ask for a heart, a heart that move, a heart that feel pain, a heart that beat every moment. Time to ask for one heart of flesh, dont let your heart be made of steel, i had once been there, i know when your heart is made of "steel", there no compassion, no feeling, nothing. A piece of advice to you my friend if you are heartless, stop being heartless, it does not hurt you, but it always hurt those that love you. I once hurt many because i have a heart of steel, but now my friend, time to turn back, time to open your eyes and see now. In actual fact, there is a heart in everyone of you, even the world most un-compassionate person, deep down there is a heart, its just that the heart turn to ''steel" and it began to numb off over time. Think now my friend, what is your heart made of? Flesh or "steel"? Its your choice


If i can, i would....If i can, i am willing to....If i have the chance to go, i will go help no matter how tough it may be

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haiz so tired, but since now waiting for hair to dry so will blog while, very tired for this week, my strength is draining each day with lesser sleep, woke up at 8am today by a call to bring ah-ma to hospital then stayed there till 4pm like that before sending grandpa home then go church reached there at 5.30 and was like the "lost" one there, at first did not wanted to go as i dont see a point in going seeing the fact that there would be no discipleship and just sharing which i also do not know anything but still decided to go after thinking of what my uncle said at the hospital. "God is never wrong, he never make the wrong decision, its men that made it"



This time i am really tired, not spiritually or mentally but physically. Really tired now, ARGH need strength from God

An inner battle raging within me,
a battle between my past and my future,
a battle that i seems to be caught within and it will never end.......
A battle between church and stop going to church

Phew finally got some time to wake up later today, but now i am sitting in front of this stupid com coz i could not sleep T.T woke up at 8.30 instead of the "hoping" for 10 before going to school. today is afternoon class so thought could sleep in later wake up later, but what i got is sleep in later wake up earlier. Reason? The stupid back ache is causing me lack of sleep!! argh cant stand it anymore, from last Mon till now same old stupid problem.....