Ok, dun say I bo update hor, now I update about church on Saturday. Sermon was really great man, even Praise and Worship…be truthful with you, its been a long time since tears stream down my eyes during worshiping God, and on Saturday, be it during PnW or even altar call, I tear like never before, especially altar call, even after cleaning away the tears, it still continue to stream down my eyes, God presence was so strong that it touches my heart immediately and I cried. Perhaps long forgotten how it felt to tear during PnW till Saturday where I really pour my heart to God. Like altar call, when Pastor Daniel ask us to pray for our friends, I really pour my heart to God, even when God ask me to pray for this girl(friend)/my mei mei, I really cry to God and say no God, I don’t want to pray, no God I am already totally disappointed in her, I had already gave up my hope on her coz I was already totally disappointed with her, imagine you would not even want to pray for her when God ask u to, that’s how disappointed I am with her…dun ask me what happen, I will never say it out. She was my mei mei, but disappointment that made me want to break up the relationship. Like this, I really cried out to God, and God remained silent till now after it…Sermon can only be sum up in one word----AWESOME! It brought me to a new level of understanding of God and prayer. Before sermon, prayer was like just talk and do not bother, coz perhaps many unanswered prayer just do not want to pray anymore, just die off…like the 4 answer of God is (1) Yes, (2) No, (3)Wait and (4) there is something better. But maybe prayer was not answered, not even any of the answer was given, its total silence and I gradually gave up hope of getting answer from God. BUT, see the word BUT, means I want to change, want to put prayer as an essential of our daily life. During sermon, while sister was preaching, God place what was told by Cheryl/June long long time ago, like two years ago I think, it’s a “demo” of prayer, imagine prayer I a drop of water, and with every prayer, a drop of water is added in, and with time and prayer, there is bound to be a time where the cup will be filled, and imagine when the water overflow is when God answer your prayer, just that one two more drop of water and it will overflow, yet many of us just stop when the water is about to overflow and we never hear from God an answer, isn’t it a waste?

Bad week, busy with attending two of my Xiong Di grandmother funeral and other stuff, after all is own brother, still must go down pay last respect. Just do not understand why, of recently, I have seen many passing away…and yet none know God’s love or even knew Christianity existed. All are mostly Buddhist funeral arrangement that I saw

Whoooooo, finally time spend with my family, been out for 2 weeks which is like half a month, before work, went out till late, start work, reach home all are asleep, by the time i woke up all are out, even dinner been like for one month ever since i eaten dinner with my family, so New Year Eve is always a good time to have dinner :) Anws Happy Chinese New Year To You All, Gong Xi Fa Cai.

Treasure your family, i learnt to treasure family and friends through life and death, treasure them now, time is ticking away in everyone lives even as you read my blog

No tears is shed for what was lost, no tears is shed for what was gone, for what is gone now will one day return....what u lose here, u will get it back in heaven. This week has been sort of like a week of awakening for me since Cheryl and Sister Wanping spoke to me on Saturday and Sunday respectively, began to awake and understand things i don't in the past. Seriously without them talking to me, i would be even worse as to what would i be even before they talk to me. So its good that they talk to me, but what i lost here will not be gotten back coz its losing something bad and gaining something good