Kia for so long liao yet kena backstab, haiz....back to school and treat nothing happen

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Haiz........so tired that i am in no mood to blog much, got loads of homework to do and also some things need to look into in school, then family also little noisy, anws nothing much to say except
Sermon for sat was juz as if its custom made

RADICAL CONFERENCE(1-2 June) + CHURCH(9 June)

Finally people, back to blogging after like 2-3 weeks.....firstly gonna post a long post of Radical Conference so here it goes!

RADICAL™

BOLD: Courage to stand for what you believe
VOCAL: Not keeping quiet of the good news
LOUD: An impact felt all around

Radical Conference was a breakthrough event for me, to be truthful, days before RC my QT was very dry, its just get drier and drier till Thursday night which is the night before the start of RC it was so dry that i could not feel anything anymore till Friday night when i went for Radical Conference that i had my first breakthrough there, God just like brought me to a higher level of understanding and even a whole new experience, an experience never felt before in my one year and 3 months walk with God.......for the first night, it was Pastor Dave who did the opening of RC and he was preaching bout Man constantly fear being disappointed thus the gospel could not reach to the gentiles, but is it fair to them? We fear the feeling of rejection and they may never for once in their life know that there is a God whom had send his one and only Son to die for the world? Our fear may lead them to being in a place without God for ETERNAL!
In the Bible MATTHEW 7:8 God said "For everyone who asks receives; He who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be open" are you willing to just ask and seek whom the gospel shall be shared to once God prepared the gentiles heart? It could be a friend next to you, your family, are you will to just seek for them and ask God for their salvation? Ask God and he shall not disappoint you.....and always remember we have to constantly remain in the presence of God for being in His presence and around His presence would make a difference, so lets all go the the presence of God and not continue to stay in the vicinity of His presence

Day 2

PLENARY SESSION 1

This session speaks of the work of the Holy Spirit in your life, the Holy Spirit enables us to witness to the world about Jesus, to speak in Tongues, to Prophecies and to speak words of Wisdom, many a time when we share about Jesus, people become cynical about spiritual realms, and being believer of Christ and with the help of the Holy Spirit, what we need to do is to change the mindset of people about spiritual realms......another purpose for the Holy Spirit is also the ULTIMATE purpose of the Holy Spirit is to help us reach our friends, even our family, so since we have the help of the Holy spirit why should we fear the rejection of man, for it is not your friends of family that reject Christ but the evil spirit of this world whom had already rejected Christ, the Holt Spirit also wants to see you strengthen in your walk with God, when your flame for God is dieing off, the Holy Spirit wants to blow that breath into you and re-ignite your passion for God, the Holy Spirit wants to make you a Hot Spot for Christ, the Holy Spirit is passionate about building the Hot Spot, its just are you willing to let the Holy Spirit do it? Anyway had this healing session and was prayed for, some may not know but i injured my should due to some failed stunt and the whole bike just hit down my back and injure my shoulder, but after being prayed over by the Youth Impact people around me, i was healed and so ya, ALL GLORY BE TO GOD!

PLENARY SESSION 2

This session is like one of the most impact sort of session in this whole 1 day 2 night Radical Conference........it sort of like just hit down into me, God just told me to change and i was like "YES LORD!".......this session ask if we want God to take away things that will hinder our relationship with Him and i wanted it, i wanted God to take away that habits of vulgarities and this was a great step of faith in God as i was scolding vulgarities like since primary 3 but i will trust in the Lord that he will be able to change me, like there is this point in the notes that says "Without FAITH, it is impossible to please God"......perhaps many a time when i wanted to stop scolding vulgarities, i was relying on myself and never for once on God, perhaps its time to rely on God for strength already, after all i am still a man whom strength is limited, but what is it consider to a God who could hold the universe together in just the arc if His hands?

One of the greatest thing we can do in Christianity is don't quit

Workshop 1[Radical Worship]

This workshop said that in all things we say or even type on blogs, friendster, myspace or even MSN we should be careful and control our tongues, other might sees it and they may feel hurt, like blogger, you may have a blog and anybody could go and see you blog, what if you post something bad about them?.......always remember "We frame somebody future with the word we speak". We as Christian are God mouthpiece to tell people you can do it and encourage them, words can hurt, words can also encourage people and spur them on, so what kind of tongues you hope you have? A tongue that whenever you speak people get encourage and inspired or a tongue that whenever you speak someone among the crowd get hurt? I want that tongue that whenever it speak, people get encourage and inspired, the tongue that always leave good memories.....

WORKSHOP 2 [Breaking from bondage of sin ( Guys only)]

Well gals though u are seeing this but i shall not post anything about the workshop as you can see GUYS ONLY if i post it you all can see it too...... GUYS remember SMB.......
Oh yeah guys if you forgot the website that Pastor Dave gave its www.xxxchurch.com....leaders and xiao jie, dun get the wrong idea bout this web, its a web to help some people who are addicted to some things like pornography and stuff alright, dun believe go check it out

Last Service by Pastor Paul Geerling

Hero, everybody need it in their life, that person will be someone whom you will need, in actual fact everyone is a hero to someone else, who is that person, you may never know till that person tell you that you are his/her hero in their life............but one common hero in every believer life is Jesus, for without Him choosing to go to the cross and die for us, who are we now we may never even know, Jesus was so passionate in fulfilling the Father's will, are we passionate to complete what Jesus has send us to do? To go share the gospel to the gentiles? But before we could really go all out for God are we carrying our cross daily? During Altar call, Pastor Paul said this, many of us are living a two sided live, one is the side that our leaders see whom we are, the other side is the side where the leader will never see, for me i am one of those living that live, i am living a two sided live and when Pastor Paul hold an altar call asking who is willing to take up their cross and live a life that is holy, though it took me some time to think if i am willing to take up the cross, but God said"son stand up, my spirit will help you in carrying the cross" and so by faith i stood up but i know, the moment i made the decision saying God i want to take up that cross for you, life would never be easy for me from then on.......trials and test would just come flooding, but i believe i could stand under it, but on Monday i did something that disappoint God, i almost got into a fight with a DnT instructor, the arguement was so heated that with me holding a mini-screwdriver between my finger, i almost punch into his face, i know what i did disappoint God, but God i just wanna say a sorry for not being conscious that i have to carry my cross daily

OUT OF RC

The cell group celebrated my Birthday along with Nellyn, they were so sweet, wrote card on heart-shape kinda card, make me feel like crying haha :P , anyway they are the best people that i have known though knowing so many people, other that Hui Qi and Callista they all, my cell is also one of the best :D
Oh yeah we also celebrated June Birthday, and aiya forgot ask if she was so touch till feel like crying a not.......

CHURCH

Sermon was preach by Sister Wanping, during pre-service prayer, God told me to tell the guys that was with me that today they have to pay attention to what the sermon was about, God said that today i want to speak to each and everyone of them in a unique way to experience, for me i had my share, Munchong too, but i believe the rest had too........sermon was preach that we have to fear God, fear as not in the scared type but the fear of God is an awesome respect or reverence growing out of the greatness of God, this fear will bring you closer to God......God is just like and fearsome and awesome lion, yet we could be with Him, isn't that great? Our God is an Omnipotent, Omnipresence and even an Omniscient God, a God who is all powerful, all knowing and when ever we go, He will be there, best right, the fear of the lord is essential, it can bring us into many things, it could guide us out of all the trouble we are facing, if we have the fear of God, we would serve Him with our all, like Jack from NISSIONE, he serve God with his all and gave God the best he could ever give, isn't that aspiring? The fear of God would also constantly keep us conscious of needing to carry the cross daily, so if you are not having that kind of fear, ask God and he will give it to you
MATTHEW 7:8 : "For everyone who asks receives; He who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be open"

Fear not for i am with you, I will never leave you nor forsake you. Let not your heart be troubled neither let it be afraid