With courtesy from Debra friendster........
Orange shirt: Cheryl (My cell grp leader)
White with green ard neck and collar: Debra (My church friend)

Today 29/05/07 is their birthday and so Happy Birthday to u gals........and another 7 days/a week is my b'day, 7 days to break the NC16 barrier hahaha.......

100th post

Finally, this is the 100th post....Well ytd church was a blast man, simply so fun. Especially during PnW everyone was going HIGH for God, even the new comer of our cell grp like Kevin, Lester who juz came last week.......Oh yeah had another new comer also call Lovell(Dunno spell rite anot), perhaps not considered new-comer of YI but new-comer of NissiCheryl, heard from Rebekah that she is from svr 2 and is coming over to join our cell grp so yup, and again NIssiCheryl is drawing a step closer to getting 3X of 16 ppl which is 48 ppl........Lets cheer for God, He is the one whom add on to us in our growth of cell.......
Sermon was preached by Brother Rixiang, well though dun really get to hear him preach sermon for svr 1, but each time he preach, i learnt alot, dunno why lei........everytime he preach God could juz speak to me through him, like for ytd sermon, he told us bout the 4 different soil which represent our 4 different kind of heart.......one is the heart that was known as the pavement where it could not grow and people step on it and the devil come and take it away.....another is soil with underlying rocks which represent that the word of God is not deeply rooted, thus when something strike it juz falter off.......third is the soil with thorns, the word of God is planted but the person continue to enjoy in sinful pleasure and get choke up, the fourth soil is the soil that is very good, the word of God gets deeply rooted and its strong, it could withstand anything........what kind of soil is your heart?
Brother Rixiang also shared bout his story of during the week his Father passed away, how he handle things and let it up to God instead of worrying and wallowing in sorrow, through it some may feel that it is insignificant, but to me its very significant coz through it God juz spoke to me and this also somehow got engrave in my heart, thats why it is significant to me.....well here another story ytd....

During a fishing trip with his pastor, a boy ask
Boy:Pastor whats desperation?

Pastor:*led boy to the sea*

Pastor:*Push his head under water for a long time refusing to release no matter how boy struggle*

Pastor:*After a long time allow Boy to get up and grasp a breath but before he could say anything he pushes his head down again*

Pastor:*For a long time, longer than before, did not allow Boy to get up, its to the extend of allowing him to drown but did not drown*

Pastor:*Pull Boy up*

Boy:*Grasping for breath* Pastor, what are you doing? You crazy or what

Pastor:You ask whats desperation, its juz like how you struggle to get that breath, you will struggle with all your might, start trying to fight your way out to get it

Boy:What has it got to do with it?

Pastor:It has everything to do with it, juz like you are desperate for air, are you like that desperate for God? Are you so desperate for God that you will fight your way out juz to get to God?

This is a very inspiring story for me, that what i believe, it spoke alot to me also.....read and remember this story...........

Yesterday we also celebrated Cheryl B'day, it was a blast for some of them who like to see people getting prank, though i also prank people but we dun do such things.......haiz......could not bear to see it la, cell leader who brough the cell up was prank till so badly.........anws after all the pranking and stuff we had to clean up that huge mess we made, June came to help us....and thats true sacrifice, while we were playing where was she? She was sitting at the carpark talking to one member, but when we clean up, she volunteered to help us though she can dun do it, she also told us to go take photo as a cell while she stay there clean up herself......thats true sacrifice, sacrifice the interest of self for others to enjoy......I respect that :).......also learnt some things....

Lesson 1: Never go to church when you are celebrating your b'day
Lol no la, muz go church and cell!!!! Go for everything, but after cell, take your bag and run, run as far as you can

Lesson 2: My cell grp is very "Good"
All along tot my cell grp was such a nice people who care alot, but it spoil the image, my cell grp are saddist.......lol no la joking only, my cell is still the best......I LOVE YOU ALL(NISSICHERYL) :)

Haiz........its so torturing!!!! The first time i was sick for so long, ever since Thur nite after doing discipleship with Brendan, even before discipleship i was having a headache but did not pay, much attention to it but still finish discipleship smoothly, but after i went hme i was down with fever! Did not pay much attention to it till Fri morning i was so weak that i could not get up and my whole body was burning, did not go sch and also never went to see doctor till sat when i could not take it, i went to the batok polyclinic to see a doctor, went home and took medicine before sleeping but did not take much effect so i could not go to church for svr, but thanx to the prayer of my cell grp and friends, my fever subside ard 1519, how i rmb the time is when Brendan msg me if i was coming for cell grp, though my fever was gone, i still felt sharp pain in my head, its like things wacking onto your head, the pain was so sharp and unbearable, funny thing is that the pain always persist at the left side of my brain, then went to church and it was very torturing for me, during discipleship while discipling Gabriel after completing discipleship with Munchong, i felt very cold, even when they felt it was juz nice........my whole system was juz down, all of a sudden i could feel cold and hot without knowing how i would feel the next minute, but through out the whole time spent in cell grp and catering i was feeling cold, so cold that the hair on my hand would juz stand on end and goosebumb start rising, its so torturing la, even now body-ache from all those sleeping start coming and stuff........oh yeah thanx Gabriel for the PnW, its like Gabriel doing PnW instead of me, when i was the one in charge, but my voice was taken away so Gab had to be my "loud-hailer" and maximise the sound, thanx man

Party or Radical conf. + Church

Well this time i have to make a decision, party or Radical Conference but this time i choose RC instead, like for once i choose the wrong decision and it cause me alot of things, like missing out on what God wanted to say to me, and was also hit back on my spiritual side, and many more, well ever since the day June, Brendan and Cheryl came over and tok to me, it made me learnt, I gain alot from it actually, in fact i was not totally willing to submit to them till then, i learnt and now i submit to them, though i need to make some sacrifice, but through this period, i also gain much more than i gave up, its like i gave something worth $0 to God and he gave me something that are invaluable, so this time i am gonna choose Radical Conference rather than the birthday BBQ party of my sis, though even so, heard it was change last min from 2nd June to 6th june, coz i told them that if they were to stay overnight i will go down to east coast find them, which would mean i will reach there like 11-12 pm between perhaps God did not want me to miss out ba, coz partly i also made a promise saying after cell i would go down for the BBQ but on that sat got to know Radical Conference is on 2nd June mayb God wanted me to go for RC but He also choose to bless me not only RC but also giving me the chance to go my sister's birthday party, SO HAPPY MAN


Finally another week has pass and its not a good week for me, first everyone has ended their mid-year except me!!! So sian la, its like till this wed, another thing is that my uncle took my com go and dunno say what mother-board spoil then go get a new one and the internet explorer was DOWNGRADED instead of upgrade, that time before getting the new mother-board it was IE 7.0 then now directly downgrade to 5.0 its like WTH la, our generation is play game one unlike the older generation is work, how to compare now!!! Forcing me to use Mozilla Firefox instead of IE, then now also cannot install MSN messenger, force to use ebuddy everytime instead, WTH so sian la.....but church was fun la, manage to went for lunch together with Yining they all, as it was Physics instead of Chem so i am free, had discipleship in cafe and was disturb quite a few time coz they need to move the round table which we were using, but in the end they were good enough to let us finish it instead of asking us move to another table, help them shift it out before going in to sit with Brendan and Cheryl as the rest were not there yet for i left earlier, did not know we were watching another movie regarding the end time till Wee Huat told me while on the way there, well this movie is indeed better like what Pastor Daniel said, i understood the show and through it God also ask me some question, like there is this part where the Christian were all arrested and beaten up, then juz at that moment, a soft voice said, "are you able to withstand it when it happen? Are you going to be with me when it happen?" well in fact i do not know, coz whatever we say now may be done differently when the real things happen....altar call was really last min for me, juz as pastor Daniel was gonna start praying, God juz say raise and pray, then i was like huh? Last min? God u joking ar, like that one, well but still did it.....after discipleship of the whole cell is completed, we played games like "chop chilli chop", "Pass the message" and this funny game where we have to hold hands in circle and juz move ard and sing "The more we get together" then suddenly Caleb say i do forfeit and i was like huh? Suddenly blur off, then he say it was juz a joke and was like (T.T), anws it was fun, i love cell grp!!!

Man never fails to dissapoint, dun place all your hope in man, but ALL your hope in God

Well last sat was really fun throughout the day, for the first time in a long time, i was there early for tuition!!! Well for the first time, i really enjoyed my time spent in tuition, it was simply so fun with James and Wei Kian going to be drive crazy by the students asking lots of question, haha in short tuition was alot of fun, ask those who went if u dun believe.......ok now Church.........Ice-breaker was total BLAST man!!! So fun to play Monkey and Kenneth's cell grp has the privelledge to see Yining and Jolyn doing body-wave, it was simply a blast!!! Had Holy Communion and one thing Sister Wanping said during the communion was something worth thinking over everyday, it is "If Jesus were to return tml, are we ready for Him? Are we living the way God wants our live to be?"........well hope you all would ask yourself if you are ready? To say the truth, i am not really ready, i feel that my life still room for more improvement to be a better person..........Dunno why but everytime when i am totally in worshipping God saying i will go for you, whenever i ask "God why would you love a sinner like me?" it would simply made me feel like crying out to God, it never fails to touch my heart into crying out, for sermon though we watch a show regarding end time, when pastor daniel say something, it juz hit right into me, its like through that short 2-4 min talk, God juz spoke to me there and then.........well it was a rather new exoerience as a svr though the first time i came was watching Nania, this time round its also another show, but its different this time, this time is a show which show me of the end time, unlike another movie you watch at the cinema, its a show that you would never find the Singapore Film Board allowing it to be played on all cinema screen.........well cell was considered not bad, dunno why but recently everytime during discipleship i find myself very strict on Mungchong, he was always not serious in discipleship even last sat he was totally not serious and i almost blew 100% of my anger at him but did not even though i say him that he heart is not right and told him to adjust it back, he simply refuse to juz turn his heart back but even so, still accomplish what i am entrusted to do which is to disciple him properly........for our cell PnW, we had the thai grp of friends from Khong Khian with us and we played caterpilla, we had loads of fun, thats why last Sat was one of the most fun day i had through out.....


Oh yeah sat we celebrated Sister Wanping Birthday so HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU SISTER WANPING
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Last Tue on 1st may was Calvin's and Karen's wedding, so congrats to the newly wedd couple that was added to God family, surely Calvin spent a bomb on the food, decoration and stuff but i am sure he is willing to spent the money for God had provided all for him