So tired........so so tired....today celebrated Qi birthday, even though was tired due to lack of sleep yet still stay on because of her.....but did not expect so many things to happen, thought everyone would be happily walking to the bus-stop outside sch together, sending them to the bus stop and wait till the board the bus due to some things happening around Dunearn, but all was not in what i expected.......it became me sending them to the bus stop alone while all was not so happy.....first it was we wanting to discuss where we want to go to celebrate Qi birthday, but yet Mok kept on making so much noise and kept on wanting us to follow his wish instead, then started to felt damn Du ___ then juz kept quiet the whole while, then next is Callista by accident releasing off the balloon which Huiyu bought for her sister Qi, the balloon burst as it was cut by the fan blade, then Huiyu look angry, Callista is like blaming herself, and Qi look as if she was gonna cry while walking them to the bus stop, how i wish i could stop it, just take off that feeling of hurt within her, but i knew theres nothing i could do, felt so helpless......the moment i stop seeing that smile she had when we celebrate, i knew she felt bad, but i felt so disappointed that i could do nothing to turn it ard, could do nothing to bring back that sweet smile of hers..........

Once i had forgotten how to smile, but when i see that sweet smile of yours on your face, it leads me to smile when i think of you..........but yet when that smile of yours is gone, i feel disappointed in me that i could not take away your hurt and bring you that smile.........juz like you gave me back my smile