ANGER!!!

Finally, after so long, manage to sit down in front of my com to blog.....from last fri was busy and the past few eek was so tired to blog so din not have the mood to sit down and blog, but whatever happen on 14/07/07, i HAVE to put it up......coz its really amazing....

BACKGROUND KNOWLEDGE

On fri, which was on 13/07/07, someone piss me off so much that i would just throw my bag at the bus stop to chase after him and hit him......what happen was that Me and two other guys which one is a graduated student and another sec 3 went to Home Team NS to pass my friend some things as the sec 4 SL had dinner there, so went there and slack while waiting for my friend, then the sec 3 guy kept on asking why we come here and juz kept on asking even while i said it for alot of times, then he say "ar....i know already, u waiting for the girl u like right? You juz call her down and lay with her, lay until u happy" *lay was used as that time it was a vulgarities*....upon hearing it i was already not happy, but as we were in Home Team NS, thus i did not blow up or hit him as there were teacher around also......but after passing the thing to my friend, we made our way to WM, and the sec 3 guy suggested we sit Cab down when again we told him to sit bus instead, it was so irritated that i told him to shut up and take bus, but then he say "Marcus ar Marcus, why u like so boy boy like that, so stubborn"......Immediately i told my friend to take my bag, sensing something was wrong he refuses to take it but i juz threw it at the bus stop seat and chase after the sec 3 guy and wack him, but before i could lay my hand on him, my friend pull me back.......

Church

Sat was a blast for me man, had a worship workshop by Calvin which was GREAT....well Calvin if u are reading this, GREAT job or Karen if u are reading it, tell Calvin that it was GREAT! Learnt a lot of things through it and maybe gonna put what i learn cell grp PnW.......Well ALI was the ice-breakerer and it was fun man, especially the lime part, best part of Ice-breaker....like the lime, it was not even sour at all :(
Svr was BLAST, went for PnW which was led by Calvin since John left, during the worship part, i was like swinging like a tower, which mean base was firm but the top was like slowly leaning to left and right, soon after while in the mid song of "Came to my rescue" i juz black out all of a sudden while closing my eyes.....but when falling halfway, i juz suddenly open up my eyes and jump up due to reflex action, but one thing is that when my eyes open up, i felt like a force entering my body, such a strong force that sort of like pierce through into me pushing me down but slowly leaving me after that, when it happen, all i could remember is things that happen 5 min ago, which means watever happen in the 5 min, i do not know.....and something amazing is that all of a sudden i felt such a strong JOY and felt so energize......a feeling i neva experience before.......what even amaze me more is what God spoke through Sister Wanping, the tittle was ANGER......and i was like wow, what a cool God i have.....then sermon got this part which hit really on......"Anger at full blast could kill someone" and it juz hit on to what happen on Fri, while chasing the sec 3 guy, what was on my mind is juz hit the deadly point which could result in death or brain dead, both which was also deadly, of which one is the temple of the body which is ard the brain there.........and it was juz so true, whenever someone really pushes my limit, when i explode....it would not be talk but juz hit the deadly point first in the past......now as much as possible, i try not to interfere into such things already.......see what amazing God i have
After sermon, during cell, as Brendan was sick, June stand in as our small grp leader which we sometime disturb her during it as she was the only gal with 6 guys....u all should now guys, with the only gal ard sometime would kena bully one.....we had a discussion of how sermon spoke to us and after hearing it, and what we would do if anything regarding anger happen again....told her what would i do and even what happen on Fri, and she awaits us to say our victorious testimonies of how we defeat the devil.....along with God, but so far nothing happen yet, but the battle does not end this sat if nothing happen, it would be a battle for life until i see God face to face..........

An outrage of anger kills, even if it does not, it will hurt other badly