Ouch Kena Slap Real Hard
Cause i called
you answer and you came to my rescue
Really hope God would come into my whole family now and give the peace he had promise, I feel tired n helpless before today cell grp.....now my whole family is thrown into chaos after my grandma is admitted into hospital with blames pushing to each other n opinion about each others is flying ard n i feel so tired about all this arguement and even feel helpless cause when the blame is being push onto my family i could not retaliate and fight back for my parent fear i would be very disrespectful to my aunt n uncle for after what i said that if an meeting is a must i would go down n scold all of them n fight back n also said that if this matter were to cause the whole family to break up i would not even be bother by it......juz let it break less more trouble n arguement arise...
Today sermon really slap me in the face sia God juz ka-piak me on both side on my face during today sermon....Today topic was about "Do You Feel God's Heartbeat?" n is about missions n everything as today was the mission conference......there is this part that say we are all missionary as we are a Christian n the mission field is everywhere it can be your school or even neighbourhood so we should go out n make disciple of Jesus then it struck me that for the past two week i have not been sharing Christ with my friends then God like just piak on my face telling me that i should spread the gospel no matter where i am be it on a mission trip or in Singapore then i juz felt so ashame sia.....then before pastor Daniel preach we had the mission committee sharing testimony with us then got Pastor Ong the cute pastor at there sharing but the best testimony was not from him but uncle Patrick whom was Cheryl father he was very funny when he share his testimony with us n when he first started to say he said open page 29 of the magazine n he read to us one poem(shld be call poem not sure) he wrote himself with the end of every phrase there is this phrase that is "the soloem mission" then we juz say that out whenever it was that part n when he was sharing one of his testimony Mu-en decided to disturb him by adding effect when he was singing a song that he had sang in one of his testimony to us n we were all laughing away.........
Today cell was totally different for many did not attend as some had fallen ill most likely cause by the haze and some wanted to study for EOY so we did not have discipleship today n we all went to the stairway where we always sat during praise & worship for cell n June ask us to remove our "mask" n be true for that moment n during that part tears were coming out of peoples eyes but i shan say who is it n elaborate about it as what ever happen shall be kept in our hearts n seal up by God for its a secret never to be let out and June ask us to pray and confess to God about what is bothering us for the past week n even pray for the person beside you and ensure that everyone had be pray upon by somebody then before cell end June requested to sing a praise song that is One Way then Brendan had to play the guitar but he was unsure of the chord so halfway he stop n then when we all like waiting for him to play we were like little quiet then he suddenly continue singing as he was unsure then we also continue to sing and after that had catering but today was like little quiet though there was laughter as Cheryl who always brought laughter was not ard as she had fallen sick and for catering there was only 5 ppl from nissicheryl but still have nissilight join us as always for dinner nevertheless church is always a place where i shall seek peace of my heart n enjoy staying at
you answer and you came to my rescue
Really hope God would come into my whole family now and give the peace he had promise, I feel tired n helpless before today cell grp.....now my whole family is thrown into chaos after my grandma is admitted into hospital with blames pushing to each other n opinion about each others is flying ard n i feel so tired about all this arguement and even feel helpless cause when the blame is being push onto my family i could not retaliate and fight back for my parent fear i would be very disrespectful to my aunt n uncle for after what i said that if an meeting is a must i would go down n scold all of them n fight back n also said that if this matter were to cause the whole family to break up i would not even be bother by it......juz let it break less more trouble n arguement arise...
Today sermon really slap me in the face sia God juz ka-piak me on both side on my face during today sermon....Today topic was about "Do You Feel God's Heartbeat?" n is about missions n everything as today was the mission conference......there is this part that say we are all missionary as we are a Christian n the mission field is everywhere it can be your school or even neighbourhood so we should go out n make disciple of Jesus then it struck me that for the past two week i have not been sharing Christ with my friends then God like just piak on my face telling me that i should spread the gospel no matter where i am be it on a mission trip or in Singapore then i juz felt so ashame sia.....then before pastor Daniel preach we had the mission committee sharing testimony with us then got Pastor Ong the cute pastor at there sharing but the best testimony was not from him but uncle Patrick whom was Cheryl father he was very funny when he share his testimony with us n when he first started to say he said open page 29 of the magazine n he read to us one poem(shld be call poem not sure) he wrote himself with the end of every phrase there is this phrase that is "the soloem mission" then we juz say that out whenever it was that part n when he was sharing one of his testimony Mu-en decided to disturb him by adding effect when he was singing a song that he had sang in one of his testimony to us n we were all laughing away.........
Today cell was totally different for many did not attend as some had fallen ill most likely cause by the haze and some wanted to study for EOY so we did not have discipleship today n we all went to the stairway where we always sat during praise & worship for cell n June ask us to remove our "mask" n be true for that moment n during that part tears were coming out of peoples eyes but i shan say who is it n elaborate about it as what ever happen shall be kept in our hearts n seal up by God for its a secret never to be let out and June ask us to pray and confess to God about what is bothering us for the past week n even pray for the person beside you and ensure that everyone had be pray upon by somebody then before cell end June requested to sing a praise song that is One Way then Brendan had to play the guitar but he was unsure of the chord so halfway he stop n then when we all like waiting for him to play we were like little quiet then he suddenly continue singing as he was unsure then we also continue to sing and after that had catering but today was like little quiet though there was laughter as Cheryl who always brought laughter was not ard as she had fallen sick and for catering there was only 5 ppl from nissicheryl but still have nissilight join us as always for dinner nevertheless church is always a place where i shall seek peace of my heart n enjoy staying at
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