Finally a short but long week has come to an end which means i will blog bout church again....recently i felt that I m still holding to my past and cannot let go totally of it like when Alister was in trouble on fri , i did not speak like a christian but not so bad to the extend of very bad but we spoke like how gangster would talk to his own "brothers" and then today the svr then i notice it bout i still cannot totally let go of my past....today svr God really spoke to me n God said not to hold on to our past juz let it go which i will do it now.

NOW BOUT CHURCH
Today did not noe it was a combine svr till i reach church....at first we played ice-breaker and after the game end i look at the time on my phone then saw it was 1425 and i was like eh?? How come haven go up then i ask Brendan and he told me bout it then i got to know , we went up at ard 1630 for svr and praise and worship for today was totally awesome the lighting everything was juz simply so nice and the smoke though its a little cramp maybe would be best if we build a new church juz at the empty field beside church so that we would have bigger space maybe bigger then the one at Marine Parade then we need not worry for the growing size of YI for its a thing that God has bless us for the breakthrough in number then like i said earlier svr had spoken alot to me and i will pray for God to help me let go of all my past...another thing i would be happy about for Sat is here is that not only could i go church and worship God , my grandma would come back today as she could not be discharge on tue then really had to thanks a lot of ppl for watever they did for the past 1 mth 22 days and the one i should thank most is GOD..
Appreciation message
Cheryl : Thanks for all the thing u and the cell grp had done for me be it taking care of me or even encouraging me n even pushing me on when i felt like giving up on life and even pull me out from the valley of despair when i am down n out
Brendan: Thanks for encouraging me on for the past mth and even remind me to have my quiet time with God and being a good small grp leader n discipler to me
Rachel: Thanks for encouraging me when i was down in life and about to give up on everything , u are really a great sister that God had put in my life
Rebekah: Thanks for giving me words of encouragement when i am down like during Radical Conference when u knew my grandma was in hospital and i m feeling down u console me and even taking care of me when i first came
Gabriel: Hey brother thanks for being ard in my life and even being a good disciple which i do not need to worry about and even praying for my grandma if u had which i believe u had
Alicia: For u eh....only can thank u for being a good example of a sister in christ and even keeping me and my grandma in prayer
Donric: You ar.....dunno wat to say come find me and i will think of wat to say
Karlos: Hey Thanks for keeping me in prayer and even being a consoler to me n even someone who bright up my day during the darkest day of my life
Caleb: Hey brother thanks for encouraging me when i am down n out and even praying for my grandma and i really cun thank u enough for all the things u had done
June: Really had to thank u for all the encouraging words u had said to me and even speak to me thru bible verse about God and also help me alot to come out of the valley of dispair and even pray for the gift of tongue for me during last svr the best shepherd i ever known
God: Father Lord i just thank you for all the miracle that had happen in my family and even the blessing u had poured down on me and even answering our prayer of salvation for those in Thailand and even open a way for those frontline warrior to enter the village....and God i juz apologize for all the misnderstanding i had for you and even blame you for all the bad events though its not from you like in the bible Romans 8:28 that i knew that u do things for the good of those who had faith and believe in you and in Jesus name i pray Amen