Resurrection Of My Old Self

Recently felt weird n different feel that my tolerance is running short again.....feel that my old self is resurrecting again n my heart is really itching to hit Raja once again for he is totally too much now the only thing he needs to do is to lay a finger on anyone from my class n all hell would unleash like wat PS.Daniel said the old self of everyone would come alive once in a while n we have to keep it down but now i feel that i m unable to do it for whenever i see what he do the devil would control partly of me even though i could keep my cool but the problem is how long can i keep it??? Now even though I have God with me but i still find it a little difficult to do it is it due to the faith is not strong enough???

God its all up to u now Lord for i do not know what will happen next seeing the circumstances now , O God i pray that all would b under control n nothing would happen as i do not want to see hell unleash once more in my class like the previous time